Is it okay to love you?

Chapter 10

Sehun's POV

I run out to chase Mina, but not before Yuri grabs my wrist stopping me. "Sehun, stay. Please?" she whispers. I turn back to face her, eyes filled with sadness. "Shh it's okay. You have me," She says before bringing me into a hug. I pull away and look at Yuri, reminded of all our happy memories together. "I love you Sehun," She says, pulling me in for a kiss.

*Flashback*

"How many times do I have to tell you? I care about you Sehun." She whispers slowly lifting my head. I look into those eyes that I first looked into not even two months ago. I smile sadly. "I care about you too. Even if I don't always show it." I whisper quietly. I grab and hold onto her hands. A look of shock crosses her face. "Sehun, I." She says finally able to find her voice.

I quickly stand up and cup her face in my hands. I slowly press my lips to hers, my hands leaving her face and down to her waist, pulling me closer. I break away, resting my forehead on hers. "I've always cared." I whisper before kissing her again. She deepens the kiss as my hands travel to the front of her shirt.

*End of Flashback*

I open my eyes to see what I was doing. I break the kiss and step away from Yuri. "Everything okay?" She asks, fixing her shirt. My eyes fill with tears and I shake my head no. "Sehun, come here. It's okay," She starts to say before I interrupt. "No It's not! She's gone! I loved her and she's gone!" I yelled, pulling at my hair. I rub my face sighing. "I love her, God. I love her," I whisper before getting up to go after her.

I walk outside to see it starting to rain. Fuck it, I think before heading out in the rain. I pull out my phone and dial Mina's number. It rings twice then goes to voicemail. "Mina, please. I'm sorry. Talk to me," I leave a voicemail and hang up, heading to the street. Where would she go? Why would she run out in a foreign country? I think, throwing my hood on and running down the street.

I walk to a nearby park to search for her when I hear a commotion coming from the back of the park. I sprint down there throwing branches out of my way, finding someone laying in a puddle beaten and bruised. "God, please no. No,no, no,no" I say, landing on my knees and pulling her into my lap. "Mina, Mina. Answer me!" I cry, pushing her wet hair out of her face. "Don't worry Sehun. She wasn't good for you." I look up to find a group of fans smirking at Mina's lifeless form. "Help!" I yell out, hopelessly. I angrily look over at the fans and shout. "You're gonna fucking pay for this!" I pick up Mina in my arms and carry her up the hill back to the hotel.

"Help! Suho! Somebody!!" I yell walking up the driveway. "Sehun? Is every-" "Omg is she okay!? What did you do!" Kyungsoo yells running to me, tears filling his eyes. "Shut the fuck up! Where's Suho?" I yell crying as well before opening the car door and gently laying her down in the backseat. "Tell him to meet me at the nearest hospital," I say climbing in the drivers seat. "Wait, shouldn't you talk to Suho first?" He said, worriedly looking at the backseat. "No time, just tell him," I say before shutting the door and driving away quickly.

I pull up to the hospital and jump out, picking up Mina and bringing her inside. "Help! I need a doctor! Someone!" I yell walking into the office. Soon a rush of people come by with a stretcher and lay her on it. "Sehun," I hear her whisper. "I'm right here," I said, running alongside the stretcher. They bring her into a room and shut the door. "I'm sorry sir, you can't go in there." A nurse says, stopping me from walking in there. "What? That's my girlfriend! Stop," I said, shoving the nurse away and trying to open the door. A man comes out and pushes me back outside. "If you want your girlfriend to live, you'll go wait until further notice about her condition," He says, before closing the door once more.

I walk away and sit down in a chair in the waiting room. I put my head in my hands and start to let the tears escape. I was too late, I know it. I think, starting to get angry. Suddenly, Suho and the rest of the guys rush into the lobby. "Sehun! Are you okay?" he asks, upon seeing my condition. I nod my head and let myself collapse into his arms. "I's all my fault, Suho. I was too late." I said, heavily sobbing into his shoulder. He patted my back and waited until I was through. "It's not your fault, Sehun. Don't say that." He says, pulling me away from him. "Did they say when we can see her?" He asked, trying to calm me down. "I tried to go back there, they wouldn't let me," I said, trying to catch my breath. "Then all we can do is wait," Suho said, sitting down beside me.

*Time Skip*

"Sir?" I hear someone come out from the hallway. I look up to see the doctor. "She's fine, but she has some major head injuries. She may not remember some things," The doctor said, walking over to me. "Can I see her?" I ask quietly as to not wake the others. The doctor nodded his head and led me back to where Mina was. I stopped outside the door when I saw her sleeping form. Tears returned to my eyes when I noticed the bandages on her and the bruises along her arms. I opened the door and pulled a chair beside the bed, sitting down. I gently held her hand and sighed. "I'm so so sorry, Mina." I whispered, pulling her hand to my lips and kissing it gently. "I love you so much." I said, tears finally escaping my eyes. I felt her fingers move and I opened my eyes to look at her. "Sehun," She says, smiling. I smile, wiping my tears away.

"Hey, Mina." I say, still holding her hand. "What happened?" She asks, holding her head and wincing. "You don't remember?" I asked, sighing. She shook her head no. "All i remember is that I was out with Kyungsoo getting coffee, everything after that is a blur." She said, looking at her bruises on her arm. I widen my eyes. She doesn't remember the kiss with Yuri? Should I tell her? I think, looking at her. "Not much happened, you're just a little beat up from some fans," I said, shrugging it off. "Oh," She says looking around. "Mina, I am so so so sorry. None of this would have ever happened if it weren't for me. This is why I didn't want you to know I was an Idol," I said, shaking my head.

She smiled and squeezed my hand. "I'm fine, don't worry. Now go get some rest. I know you've been here all night, go send in one of the others to look after me if it makes you feel better," She says, nudging me towards the door. I warily walk to the door and take one last look before leaving her.