Chapter four: Noah

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After School

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I was at my locker when I heard Jacob say

"hey baby," as he lifted me up by my waist hugging me from be hind.

"Hey," I said turning around putting my arms around his neck and kissed his cheek.

"So what are you doing after school?" He questioned.

"I have to go over to Noah's house to work on science," I told him turning around getting my bag and purse.

"Oh, can we hangout tomorrow," he said closing my locker.

"Yes," I said kissing him goodbye.

"Okay, I will pick you up in the morning at 7:30," as he said smiling at me and walking away.

I drooped my bag on the ground running toward's him. I turned him around "you cant leave like that, without giving me a kiss," I told him smiling.

"Okay, I won't do that anymore," he said smiling giving me a kiss goodbye.

I walk down the hall, and picked up my bag making my way out of the school. I looked around for Noah thinking that this is a bad idea going over to Noah's house. I snapped out of my thoughts when Noah came up behind me.

"Hey baby girl," he said kissing my neck.

"Don't do that," I said smiling at him, and turned around.

"Do what," as he looked at me licking his lips.

"You know," as I said to him taking a step closer to him.

"This," he said giving me another kiss on the neck.

"Yes, don't do that it gives me tingles. So where are we going?" As I asked him smiling.

"So it does, I can tell," he said smiling back at me.

"You never answered my question, where are we going?" I asked.

"My house," he said walking away from me going to his car.

I rushed into the parking lot and opened the back car door butting my bag in the back seat. I got in the drivers seat, and went to Noah's house.

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I was at Noah's house. I got out of the car and walked over to Noah. He grabbed my hand as he took me into his house leading me up to his room. I got in there and laid on his bed with my feet still on the floor. He soon walked over to me and laid beside me.

"I shouldn't be here," I said staring at the ceiling.

He soon got up and hovered over me."What do you mean," he said with a confused face.

"This is not right," I said looking into his eyes.

"Yes it is," he said leaning down to kiss me.

I pulled a way as he tried to kiss me "I can't do this, I'm with Jacob and I'm cheating on him by being here," I said staring at his tattoos.

"This is to right, if you didn't want to be with me then you would of had me stop doing what I did to you in that classroom," as he said putting his hand on my face.

"I know," I said with a tear running down my cheek.

"What's wrong Ell," he said whipping away the tear.

"I just..."

"You just what?" He asked.

"It's just that. In the classroom it felt so good when you touched me that I didn't want you to stop because I'm so attracted to you," I said looking at him.

"Then what's wrong why are you upset then?" as he asked me with another tear running down my cheek.

"Is that you changed so much this year this is not like you," I said placing one of my hands on his cheek.

"What are you talking about, I'm still the same person as last year," he said as I could see that he was tearing up.

"No you are not Noah the tattoos, and what happened in that classroom is not you, you are not the same as you were last year you changed to much it makes me so attracted to you and that's not what I wanted to happen I never wanted to be attracted to you more than I was last year what happened over this summer something had to happen over the summer Noah," as I said with more tears rolling down my cheeks.

"I know Ell, and I'm sorry okay," as he started to tear up more.

"Noah please tell me what happened over the summer," as I got up of the bed. He laid on the bed, I saw a tear running down his face. I got back on the bed laying beside him putting his arm around me leaving me laying my head on his chest.

"It was my ex okay. Me, andher went to a party with some of her friends and some of mine. We were there for a couple of hours. I had lost her in a crowed of people and started to look for her on the first floor, but I couldn't find her I soon went up stairs looking in every room. I had one more room to go to so I hoped she was in there with some of her friends or something so I went to the room and heard moaning noises so I opened the door a little seeing her with another guy having sex with him. I walked down stairs and started to drink. I soon woke up the next morning and saw that I had tattoos all over my arms. I had some tattoos that I got over the summer that I wanted on my chest, but that was it. I was depresesd or the next couple of months," he said with more tears running down his face.

"I'm sorry I didn't know that it was that bad Noah," as I said getting up from his chest. He soon sat up on the bed I went and sat on his lap and kissed him and said sorry one last time. He took his arms, and put them around me. I put my head in his neck.

"It's okay Ell I have you either way girlfriend or not I still have you here with me," he said as he kissed me on the neck.

I started to cry for him.

"Ell stop crying it's okay," he said lifting my head out of his neck and kissed me.

"I just feel so bad for you," as I said whipping away my tears kissing him back.

"Don't be," he said smiling at me.

"I'm glad you told me," as I smiled back at him.

"Same I'm glad you are here with me," he said laying back down.

"I'mto," as I leaned down and gave him one last kiss before laying down on his chest.

I started to smile at the moment I just had with Noah. As I just realize that I started to fall in love with Noah. 

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