chapter eight: scars

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Hayes POV 

I had Anna in my arms sleeping. I got up off the chair, and walked in the living room where the guys and Ell are.

"Ell can you help me with Anna," I said.

"Sure, fallow me," she said leading me up the stairs to Annas room.

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I laid Anna in her bed covering her body up with the blanket. Ell had left the room and was waiting for me in the hallway. I was heading to the door "can you stay with me." She asked sitting up in bed.

"Sure, but I have to talk to your sister real quick okay." I said giving her a kiss on her forehead.

"Okay." She said laying back down.

I walked out of the room turning the lights off and shutting the door. "Hey Ell can we go some were to talk." I asked her looking down at my feet.

"Sure fallow me." She grabbed my hand and lead me to her room. She opened the door and walked over to her bed to sit down.

"I want to see them." I blurted out as I was wondering around her room.

"See what Hayes." She said to me as she got up and pulled me to her bed to sit down next to her.

"The s-scars." I said to her as I was trying so hard not to hug her.

"She told you." She said under her voice so I couldn't hear her, but I did.

"Yes she did, but Ell when was the last time you cut." I asked her trying not to worry.

"A month ago, but I don't want to talk about it." She said to me with tears falling down from her eyes.

"C-can I see them," I said stuttering a little bit.

She pulled up her dress to show me her thigh. I was now looking at her thigh and her purple thong that she had on, but I tried to stay focus on her scars not her thong. I placed my hand on her thigh and moved my hand up to were her scars were. As I moved my hand up I could see that there were lots and lots of scars. I took my finger and traced over her scars.

"E-Ell." I said trying not to shed a tear form what she done to herself.

"Y-yes." She said to me as I felt her tear hit my hand.

"W-what about the other thigh." I asked her worried that she had more.

She pulled up the other side of her dress and showed me her other thigh. Her thighs were now exposed and I could see her thong even more then before. I got up and pulled her up with me I bent down and pulled her dress down so her thighs were not exposed anymore. 

"Please don't tell anyone." She said to me as her hands were covering her face.

"I promise," I said to her as I felt tears running down my face.

"Sorry, a pretty girl like you shouldn't cut." I said to her pulling her hands away from her face.

"Come here." I said to her holding my arms out.

She walked towards me slowly, but I grabbed her by the waist and wrapped my arms around her hugging her tightly. We stayed in the hug for a couple of minutes with me holding onto her and her laying her head on my chest trying to relax. I picked her legs up and walked over to the bed and sat her down on my lap. She put her arms around my back holding on tightly and laid her head in the crook of my neck. I looked at her eyes again and the red has gone away.

"Thanks." She said as I looked out of the corner of my eyes I could see a smile appear on her lips.

"Yeah just promise me that you are not going to cut again." I said to her and she lifted her head up making eye contact with me.

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