Jez POV: We arrived at Chicago my brother was waiting for us to take us to our home. I got home and me and Rosa greeted my family talked for a while and then went to my room.I need to text joel. *texting Joel* To Joel❤😍:heyjoelitowearehereIwillcallyoutomorrowwhenIwakeuphopeyousleepwell❤ FormJoel❤😍:oklovecallmeassoonasyouwakeup😘 With that I fell asleep. *morning* I called Joel we talked for few minutes but he had to go because he had to do some interviews. I took a shower and changed.
Rosa had already changed and shower.(bottom pic outfit)
Its weird we always wear something similar. Rosa: hey Jez Colen is here Jez:ok I went down stairs to greet him,my whole family was down there and so was Ivan's parents. Jez:hey I gave each one a hug then my parents,Ivan's parents and Colen went into my dads office. Deep down I knew this was going happen sooner or latter Colen:you need to be strong Ivan's mom:we will be here always Jez:can you please tell me what's going on Colen:Ivan is home Jez:where is he at missed him so much Colen: he's home in spirit Ivan's mom:honey Ivan in dead That's when I broke down I fell on my knees and cried like I never cried before I can feel Colen hugging me. Jez: Colen he promised me he would come back and we where going to form a family and live together Colen:he with us Jez he going to take care of you from Heaven Colen helped me up and then I hugged Ivan's parents then my mom and dad hugged me they knew me and Ivan were making plans for our life together Colen:everything is going to be ok Ivan's dad:we are going to support you in everything we love you like our daughter I smiled at them and walked out I need to be alone I got my sisters car and drove to mine and Ivans favorite place I sat there Jez: Ivan why you promised me I waited for you no one will ever take your place I love you.... Remember you gave me the promise ring two weeks after I turned 18 when we went to prom I was wearing a white dress I'm going miss you.
I went back to a my house and my mom told me the funeral was tomorrow .I went to my room and rosa came up to me and hugged me.
Next morning I got up and got ready.
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At funeral I couldn't cry anymore I cried all night. Colen and Rosa where at my side so were Vanessa and Kacie. When everything was over we went to Ivan's house to be his family. I went to him room and broke down once more then someone came in it was his mom she was crying to. Ivan's mom: here I think this belongs to you I looked at it it was my promise ring I gave it to Ivan when he left to war Jez: thank you
Its been two weeks since the funeral Rosa left to Miami last week with Vanessa and Kacie. I I'm leaving today I went to say bye to Ivan's parents and got his favorite sweater and guy perfume(idk how to spell the c word)i said bye to my family.Colen to took me to the airport . Colen: hey are doing ok Jez:yea I miss him Colen:my too he was my best friend and brother and he still is Jez: Colen thanks for everything here you can have his dog tag Colen: no I can't take it Ivans mom gave it to you Jez: I want you to keep it for a while you can bring it to me when you come to Miami Colen: ok I will be there soon I hugged him and we said good bye I bored the plane.....
➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰ Well that happened.....thanks for reading😌😊 ~Gabriela🇲🇽
