Jez POV:
I'm currently taking Colon to the airport he is about to bored
Colon:I have confes something to you
Jez:ok what is it?
Colon: I joined the army..
I don't know what say im perilzzed
Jez:why?
Colon:I just know its the right thing
Jez:I will respect that...
I start crying
Colon:I promise I will come back
Jez:ok
He gave me one last hug and said good bye finally giving me a kiss on my forehead and getting in his plane
I'm curtly in my car still crying I can't drive home like this I'm going to call Joel
Joel POV:
I'm with the boys at the house since Jez Had was taking Colon to the airport he is a good guy I like him. I got a call Jez
Joel:hey baby
Jez:can you come pick me up
She told me crying
Joel:si mi Amor pero why you crying
When i told her this she started crying even more
Joel:ok if you don't want to talk about it it's ok just tell me where you at
Jez:ok can you bring some with you so they can take my car and I'm at the airport
Joel:ok on my way
Jez POV:
It's been a week. Many things have changed I only just one week. Such as me and Joel we no longer talk.
*Flash back*
Joel:if you can't tell me what happening then I can't help you
Jez:Joel it's not that I don't want to talk its that I'm not ready
Joel starts rising is voice
Joel:you always say that I'm tired of your bullshit
Jez:so how I feel is just bullshit
I'm now rising my voice to be doesn't know I what been through he has not right to tell me that
Joel:you know what I'm done
Jez:ok
I can't take this I is breaking me even more
Joel:bye
He just stayed standing there
Jez:get out my house get out my house get out my life I don't ever want to see again
Joel:you know what I just wasted my time with you
Jez:I don't care ok get out
All that telling Richard and Rosa heard when they got home a ran up stairs
Richard:what's going on
Joel:nothing
Jez:get out of my house
Joel:Jezable get this through your head he is dead and never coming back you where probably nothing to him just a past time
Jez:leave
I can no longer take the pain
Rose:get him the fuck out of here Richard
Richard took Joel out
Joel:get it throughout your head he is dead
*And of fashback*
I feel worthless,there's no life left in me ....
Joel POV:
I fucked up I really did. I just lost control. I haven't slapped since that day. There's no light in me.
Richard:ok I have a few days
Joel:what do you want
Richard:why did you tell Jez those things
Joel:I lost control I couldn't help myself
Richard: colon just left to eat and it close to Ivan birthday how do you think see feels, now you get that through your head...
With that he walked out the door I fucked up and it was big time...I lost the ice to my life...
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What y'all think is it getting better I will try I'm hardest to update once a week.
~Gabriela
P.S.
I'm so happy my school win sectionals in football
New Haven Bulldogs
#2016camps
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