GnL 2: I don't LOVE YOU [ IdLY ]

GnL 2 - Ch. 37 ~ Confusion strikes.

Chapter 37

Novy’s POV

I jump to my bed. It’s been a tiring day. Napapangiti ako pag naalala ko yung mga tagpo kanina. Kinda sweet. Ewan ko pero.. kinikilig ako eh.

KYAAAAAAAH!!! I can feel my cheeks blushing! >////////<

Yung pagkakalapit namin sa isat-isa.

Yung mga malalagkit na tingin.

Makapigil hiningang moments.

Ugh! Sounds like so fairytale, right?

But it did happen. :)))))) And I did felt it.

Di ko alam kung maramdaman ko ngayon. Dapat ba ko maging masaya dahil sa wakas, alam ko na ulet kung anong nararamdaman ko kay Sev? O maging malungkot kasi di naman ako yung taong gusto niya?

“Haysst. Why it has to be this way? So confusing.” Pagmomonologue ko habang nakasalampak sa unan.

I grabbed my phone then unconsciously, I opened an icon there.

MY DIARY.

This was all saved since last year.

1st entry:

Mahal kong Diary,

Today, my mom and dad told me over dinner that our business is getting down on its own due to economic crisis. Pero ang hindi ko ineexpect ay ang sabihin nilang may merging na magaganap at isa ako sa pinakaimportanteng taong dapat andun. Why so? I’m too young to be involved in a business, right?

2nd entry:

Dear Nagmamagandang Diary,

I cursed this day! Why? Because I happened to meet someone na sumira ng araw ko. May dysmenorrhea na nga ako, dinagdagan pa init ng ulo ko. Nagtrespass lang naman siya sa Women’s locker room dahil lang hinahabol siya ng isang shoklang bading na obsess kamo sa kanya! Jusko! Irita. Super! Makakatikim talaga siya sakin! Ang malala dun, hinila pa niya ko papasok, pasandal sa locker at kung di ko natakpan ng mabilis ang bibig ko, I’m sure hahalikan niya ko. Ugh. He just did the same either way. May mas sasagwa pa ba sa tinakpan ko na nga bibig ko, hinalikan pa rin niya kamay ko as if insinuating a real torrid kiss? I felt goosebumps all over my body! I really don’t know where I would put myself on that. Pakiramdam ko, sinalo ko na lahat ng self-pity sa mundo. I was so helpless that moment! Ugh. And I hate him for that.

And his name? Sev Navarro.

3rd entry:

Pumapartying Diary,

I had a great time tonight. The Royal Princesses dance once again right on stage. And that man who trespassed few days ago, I meet him again. At masaya ako! Bakit? Kasi napingot ko tenga niya pagkapino-pino! Gosh, the nerve! But he is something though. I can feel it in his presence. At kwento pa ni Mars, isa siyang Highness. And when you’re a Highness, that means you’re a royalty in Winchester. Alam kong medyo lasing na ko ngayong gabi but I can still manage to think. He offered me a ride despite what I did. But that doesn’t make me hate him less.

4th entry:

Diary kong kaibigan,

Unti-unti nang lumalaki ang barkada namin. Seems that Dark is into Mars. Well, I love them being together. Oh! Today’s Blue’s birthday. We are invited. Ang saya ng sleep over na to. Dami pagkain eh! Ahahahah. I’m a girl with big tummy. So there, a game was started. Ang ungas na si Sev lang naman ang host. So irita. At mas nakakairita yung matalo ako sa laro. Paano ba naman kasi, they asked me to give Sev’s full name. Eh di ko alam! at ang punishment? Ang maposasan kasama siya. FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT!