I can't stand to hide it
I mean what's the point
Not being able to be close
When yet in fact yearning for his voice
I want him here with me
But can't tell a soul
I love him but can't even say
It hurts more to keep it inside
I even miss his smile
He's never mad
Always true
I wish he were mine
But feelings must stay hidden
For the fear I'll be forbidden
I want him to hold me
Instead though he may lose me.