This can't be happening
It's all so saddening
To think I'd have to lose you again
I never even thought it'd happen then
But seeing it all coming now
I can't help but wonder how
Again, having to lose you
But you very much knew
It was I who had to choose
I just had to refuse
The image of a perfect place
Suddenly I saw your face
The one thing I knew to desire
From there I couldn't acquire
Telling me you couldn't change
This something to be arranged
I felt as if I'd been hit with a bus
Still it's not like me to make a fuss
So decisions changed and I'm still here
Finally I know no fear