I can't do this anymore I'm going crazy. I have the urge to cut, but Ik I can't because I promised people I wouldn't and I can't break a promise. She was gonna get her money tmw but she doesn't listen. I was gonna give my nana the card so she could buy mom cigs. But mom went off because I wouldn't give her my card. She told me she hated me and that I wasn't her daughter. I don't get how she could get so low to tell me that, I'm her baby! I don't understand it! I need help and no one sees that I just wanna die. Can you see it now?
-let me go
