a suicide note:
i'm sorry. i'm truly sorry. i know that this shouldn't have been the right way, but here we are. i saw no point in waking up every morning just to hate myself. i had happiness, god it felt great, but it is gone now, and so am i. tell him i still love him and he'll never here me say "to here". if he remembers anything, he'll no what i mean. tell him this wasn't his fault, it was mine. tell him thank you, for everything; for being there and helping me, and most of all, for loving me. people say that in some universes, some people are meant to be together, and i'm just trying to find the one that has him and i together forever. tell him not to cry over me, maybe he'll think of the joke we had. tell him it's okay, it's okay that i'm gone because since he left i haven't really been here anyways. tell him i'm sorry for breaking promises. tell him i'm sorry for crying over him every night and i'm sorry for hurting myself again. tell him to forget about me because remembering someone that is gone breaks people. tell him i am sorry. for loving him to much and never being enough.
