what happened to the girl she used to be? what happened to the happy girl who believed in fairy tales and thought it was crazy that someone could hate themselves.
at the age of seven, she was happy. she believed that everyone was happy and that fairy tales were real.
at the age of fourteen, she experienced heartbreak. she truly fell for someone, and she thought they fell for her. she tore open her skin, for the first time in a year, to get him out if her head. she took pills to forget everything.
at the age of sixteen, she lies about how she feels. she cries herself to sleep and doesn't want to live anymore. she doesn't eat and barely sleeps.
at the age of seventeen, she is found in her bathroom floor, pills and blood. her wrist bleeding out. she's dead.
at her funeral, there is the boy who broke her heart 3 short years ago. he can't breathe. he blames himself.
there is her best friend. she can't even cry, she digs her nails into the palm of her hand to the point that she begins to bleed. she tried to take 58 pills to see her best friend again.
there is her mother. she's hysterical. she can't think, all she can do is cry. she quite her job and doesn't get our of bed anymore.
so what happened to her? what happened to that happy girl?
