Because I'm Different (An Abusive Mindless Behavior Story)

chapter 11

-Roc's POV-

Roc; Jay. Me. Partners... Oh no.

I put my head on the desk. "I hear that, Chresanto." I groaned in annoyance and sat back with my eyes closed and addressed Jay.

Roc; what did I say about my government name?

Jay; what did I say about me not giving a fuck?

She's so damn extra... She's gonna pay for this when we get to her house but, for now I'll be nice.

Roc; whatever..

She sat beside me and started to read on in the chapter so, I'd stare at her from time to time until she caught me... For the tenth time. She slammed the text book on the desk and fully turned towards me.

Jay; what are you looking at Chresanto!

Roc; I was just-

Jay; starring into the deep depths of my soul? I know that!

I lowered my voice and looked around.

Roc; can you please lower your voic-

Jay; No, nigga fuck you! Why are you starring?

I looked down and for some reason I... I started.... I started to cry. I'm a BIG crybaby, I'm normally able to get over it but... Today I was off from getting shot down by my crush Diana, Prince yelling at me and now this? At first my eyes started to sting, I let a single tear steam down my cheek but I wiped it away and looked at Jay. It looked like she didn't see the tear.

Jay; are you fucking slow? Answer my question, why are you starring at me!

She turned her head, then came the water works. She turn around with her eyes closed from her anger and waited for me to answer. A lump formed in my throat making it near impossible to speak, my voice cracked while I spoke but I didn't care.

Roc; I-I'm sorry J-Jimmiya... I-I didn't me-mean too-oo ... It's just th-that...

That's when I REALLY started crying.

Roc; n-never mind-d... I'm sorry.

-Jay's POV-

After Roc Apoligized I looked at him because he sounded funny, I was shocked at what I saw. Tears fell from his eyes, he sucked on his bottom lip while wiping them away with the sleeves on his 'Last Kings' crewneck.

Jay; Chresanto?

Roc; y-yes, Jimmiya?

He answered to his actual name. That killed me a little. I knew for a fact that my eyes were blue. I though that seeing the 'Muscles' of Bad Behavior cry would be the funniest thing ever but, it wasn't.

Jay; go in the hallway, please?

Roc, okay, Jay.

He quietly got up and walked out of the class, I walked over to Sean and asked if Roc and I could work in the halls. He agreed and I made my way to the halls where Roc sat as he still cried. He looked up with the tears stil flowing at a rapid pace. I walked towards him and opened my mouth causing him to flinch.

Roc; please don't yell at me!

Jay; don't worry, I'm not... Just get up.

He looked at me as he held back his tears and stood up. I walked over to him and hugged him around his waist. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders and started weeping.

Jay; Chresanto, why are you crying so much? Was I that brutal?

I looked up at Roc and he softly nodded his head.

Jay; I'm so sorry, and one other thing.

Roc; Mhm?

Jay; why aren't you getting an attitude when I call you Chresanto?

-Roc's POV-

Roc; the same reason why I cried with you yelled at me...

She looked confused so, I took a deep breath and started to explain.

Roc; today I asked Diana out because she's been the only girl that could come close to you, beautywise and personalitywise. She shot me down in the rudest way possible infront of all her friends! Then I simply asked Prince about the date and he snapped on me, then you know what happened in class...

Jay; oh...

She wrapped her arms around me tighter, resting her head on my chest.

Roc; I have a confession...

Jay; go.

I sighed and just came out with it.

Roc; I think I'm falling for you...

Jay; sure.

Roc; no, Jay... I'm serious, I know I came on as a pervert and all... Well, I can't lie I am one still...

We both laughed at that statement then I resumed.

Roc; But seriously, I've been starring at you and you know that but, did you know everytime our eyes meet, I get butterflies? No lie! I feel like fainting right now.

Jay; why?

I giggled like the idiot I am and looked at the floor.

Roc; you're hugging me...

Jay; Awh, Chresanto.

-Jay's POV-

I kissed his cheek. Hmm, maybe Chresa- I mean Roc isn't that bad.

-Roc's POV-

I wish I could laugh right now... This bitch is STUPID ! Well, I can't blame her, I'm a great actor.