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space twenty-four。

Waking up at the beam of sunlight from the curtains, I opened my eyes to find Jungkook cuddled up beside of me.

He is still sleeping while hugging me tightly. I smiled as I observed him, he looks so peaceful and calm beside me. I put my hand at the top of my head and stare at the blank ceiling. Making up my mind with undecided thoughts.

I am going to live here. With Jungkook.

That thought made me smile wider.

I love that idea - can't wait to fix my spot in here.

My eyes landed at the clock hanging on the painted wall of his room. It is only nine in the morning. Whoa, I woke up earlier than expected. Glad that there are no Saturday classes today.

I stretched before scooping him with my arm so that I am hugging him as if he's a teddy bear. I leaned my head down to peck a kiss from his forehead.

Pulling him closer to me carefully as if he's a fragile glass that I don't ever want to break. But even though I know that he is fragile, I still want to keep him and treat him like he's the most important glass in my life.

I chuckled at that thought. Out of all the metaphors I can use, I used glass. But hey, it's true. Despite of being fragile, he's a strong and an unbreakable glass. Ironic, isn't it?

"Tae..." My thoughts are cut when I heard his murmur.

My gaze went down to his still closed one. He slowly opened his eyes and looked straight into mine, then a small beaming smile appeared on his face.

"Good morning", he said.

I smiled back at him, "Good morning, love."

His smile already became the most wonderful smile that I've ever seen in my life. I've never seen a smile so strong after all the struggles he went through. I know that there are more and he's not yet telling me those - but I will wait until he's ready to tell me the struggles he had or he is having.

He opened his mouth as if he's going to say something but closed it again and pursed it. Instead, his eyes turned teary all of the sudden which made me worried.

"I'm sorry," He said, "I'm so sorry."

My eyebrows creased when he told me that. What is he sorry for? I am supposed the one to say sorry to him because of what my mom did. Well, I'm doing that on behalf of her.

He shuts his eyes, causing tears to spill from his still-tired eyes.

I pulled him into a tight hug and rested my chin on the top of his head as I hush him. The more I hear his sobs, the more my heart breaks. He looks so fucking broken and it frustrates me so much!

"Jungkook, why... why are you crying? Why are you sorry?", I cupped his face and he opened his eyes.