Connections

To dream of feeling lips brush against my own,

Brings a certain kind of sadness when you've never felt it,

Never had anyone like you,

Never felt the adrenaline rush to your head,

I wish I could feel how it is to be in love,

Always yearning for the presence of you partner,

Having that connection that will always hold,

But I don't have any of it,

I'm on my own,

I don't have anyone to love me,

It may be selfish,

But I want and need someone's love,

Someone's touch and connection,

That gives some people so much joy,

I wish I felt better about love,

But with my facts,

It tears you apart and never fully mends itself,

You may come out alive,

But things are different,

You've changed,

And people see you through a different light,

I want it so much,

But at the same time,

I don't want to be broken to pieces,

I'm so confused as to why it all matters,

The way we can keep away from each other,

But be together in our minds,

We're good at this,

We know what we want,

But we can't have it all