•2• Falling in Reverse (An Andy & Vic Fanfic)

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Heyyy!! This is the second book to •1• My Chemical Romance (An Andy Biersack Fanfic)!! Go to my works and find it and read it first if you havent already, otherwise you wont understand this story. Thanks. You guys are amazing!! Arent you excited for this book? I KNOW I AM xD
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That was it. We just graduated high school. Everything was perfect. It's been one and a half years since Andy asked me out and we were still in a close relationship. Ed Sheeran got a label, Phillip Phillips was accepted onto American Idol, Black Veil Brides got signed onto Standby Records and I get to watch them record in the studio!!! Im a volunteer so I set up equipment and just watch. I was still so stoked. I didnt have any college plans yet but mom was okay with that. Tonight we were all invited to a celebration party at a Club Zinger. After graduation, I texted Vic and Mike to join us for some fun. I heard Before Today split up after the other members left so they have a new band called Pierce The Veil. Vic said they were going and Andy said it was cool for them to come.

At the club, it was loud and everyone inside was either pumped or drunk. I was wearing a short, frilly, purple dress with heels. We all met at one side of the club and then split up. I stuck by Andy's side knowing how much he liked to drink. After a while, he seemed pretty aware so I let him party with Ashley. I had a couple drinks then danced on my own. Mike and Vic found me followed by 2 other mexican guys. The guy with a blonde streak in his hair introduced himself as Jaime (pronounced Hi-Mee) and the other guy that looked pretty young introduced himself as Tony. He was cute. I guess I had somebody to dance with after all. I asked him to dance and he said sure and we danced. "Hey, Tony! Youre a pretty hot dancer", I yelled over the music. He smiled and oh god he was adorable. We danced and I got another drink. Tonight was Grad night which meant we drank for free for 2 hours. Then Vic and Jaime decided to join me and Tony. We were all talking at the bar and some girl comes up to Tony and he buys her a drink. Who was this chick? She was stunning and pure gorgeous. Jaime was sitting beside me and caught me staring. He said "That's Tony's girlfriend." I almost choked on my drink. They kissed. Oh my god. Im jealous. Where's Andy? I got up from the bar and walked around the club. It was like a live concert. Well it was. Some guy named Oli was screaming on the balcony with a famous DJ named Scrillex. They were pretty good. Then I spotted Andy.. with Scout. She was dancing and he was standing there at the edge of the crowd, watching the balcony with a drink in his hand. He was obviously trying to ignore her. Scout glanced at me and she grabbed Andy's shirt, pulling him forward, and KISSED him. Then they basically made out for what felt like a minute until he pushed her away. He looked at her with a confused glare and that's when I turned around and went back to the bar.

"Jaime, Is Vic single?"

"Yea. Hes always single. He needs a girl."

I walked up to Vic and asked him to dance.

"Hey, Vic. Would you like to dance?"

"Sure", he smiled.

I smiled back and held onto his hand then pulled us both onto the dance floor. We danced and partied like there was no tommorow. I drank and I started to feel a little woozy but I still danced, anything to forget Scout and Andy practically made out. Then i started to get a headache. I grabbed Vic and my eyesight went swirly. He helped me get to a chair and I sat there with the worst headache ever. Then my eyesight got better and I realized, I was upstairs on a balcony lounge. The music was still loud but here it was calm. There were tables, people, and everything felt great. I was on a couch with Vic, his arm around me. I felt so tired so I put my head on his shoulder and we talked about stuff, i dont even know, and before you know it, I kiss him. It tasted of alchohol and his lips were warm. It felt great and different. It felt amazing but wait, this wasnt Andy. I let go and hung my head.

"Oh. Im so sorry. Youre still with Andy. Right?"

"Yeah..."

I got up to find Andy but apparently, he already found me. He was standing in front of the staircase with Mike behind him.

"Andy, let me explain!"

"What has gotten into you? Are you drunk? Are you okay?"

"No. I just got a huge headeache then Vic helped me and it just happened. Im so sorry."

"Mina. I love you and forgive you but why'd you do it? Why'd you kiss him?"

"I dont know.. I guess... I just.. I saw you and Scout kiss.. I guess I felt so jealous and I wanted to forget about it and.. Im so sorry."

"Mina. That kiss meant nothing. I pushed her away but when I saw you kiss Vic, I could tell there were some feelings behind it. Do you have feelings for him?"

"I.. I dont know.."

"Mina", he stepped toward me and cupped my face with his hands.
"If you dont know, then maybe I think its time our relationship should be closer."

"No. Im sorry but I just cant. Especially with Scout around. I think.. I think we should break up.."

"No. Baby, no. Dont do this. Do you really want this?"

Tears streamed from my eyes. I pulled Andy close and he held me in his arms, my face to his chest. "No. I dont want this but I just feel like we're falling apart and theres nothing that can keep us together anymore."

"We can keep this together. I know we can. I'll stay beside you forever. But if this is what you really want, I'll be okay with it."

"I dont even know, Andy. I love you so much."

"I love you too, Mina."

"Im sorry."

"Im sorry, too. You still promised we'd stay best friends though."

"Okay", I wiped away the tears looked up at Andy. I kissed him one last time before he went back downstairs. Vic hugged me for a while as I cried on his shoulder. Did that just happen? Did me and Andy break up again? Why I am even on Vic's shoulder? I let go and ran downstairs. I found Ashley and Jake at the bar.

"Have you guys seen Andy?!"

"Last time I saw him, he was out the door with that blonde", Jake sputtered.

"Im sorry, Mina. What happened?", Ashley asked.

"I think... I think we broke up..", I stuttered.

Ashley got up from his stool and gave me a long hug. "Dont worry about it. In the end, everything will be alright. You and Andy will have the most beautiful happy ending, dear. I promise", he whispered into my ear.

I cried once more and went back to Vic. It was early but he promised to take me home and he did. He came with me to the porch and met my mom. She seemed to enjoy his company but was worried because I looked depressed. I did feel like it. I didnt know what to do anymore. After Vic left, I told my mom everything.

"Oh dear. Thats horrible. Andy was a really nice guy."

"He said we would stay best friends though."

"What about Vic?"

"He's just a friend but when we kissed I felt a slight spark. I dont know if it was the alchohol or i just. I dont know."

"Hun, that was just the alchohol. You and Andy were meant for each other. Remember that."

"Mom, I dont even know anymore. I just feel like stabbing something."

She got up and had a watermelon and a knife in her hands.

"Really, Ma?"

"If you really want to do it."

I set the watermelon on the floor, took the knife in both hands and stabbed it hard. It felt so good to release my pain. Urgh. I still felt so miserable. I told Mom goodnight and trudged upstairs. I dont know why I did it but I found an old razor in my drawer and I cut myself. I dragged the razor over my left wrist three times and stopped. This wasn't me. That wasn't me at all. What am I doing? Why did I just cut myself? I put the razor down and wiped up the bloody mess on my arm. I wasnt this person anymore. I couldnt be. I told myself I was done cutting a long time ago. I threw away the razor and went to sleep. My thoughts haunted me. I barely slept.