Chapter 5:: Why me.

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Authors Note- hey guys.. so how is it so far? I know its kinda bad.. but hey i got this lol.. like comment do whatever.. message me and tell me what you want to happen or what you think needs to be better. Ok but this chapter is gonna be kinda long. Hope you like it!

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Charlies P.O.V
I wake up to the wierdest noise. BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH I go downstairs to the living room and see my twerp of a brother playing a game on the Xbox. "Really." I stand there glaring at him. "What did i wake you? Ooohhhh poor baby." He looks over at me and flinches. "Oh.. wait ooohhh poor troll." He laughs as i go and tackle him to the ground. "STOP STOP MY GAME!" He goes to the chair and settles in. I growl and go to get in the shower. I look myself up and down in the mirror and i relized that he was right. I discuss myself. I put on some music and "If I Were A Boy" came on. I started singing and blurting out the music. I turned the nosle on the shower and got undressed. Soon enough i get a text.
Lola❤
Hey hun, its meeee i just wanted to let you know that.. me and Brock.. um we broke up.. i think your still alseep but ill be over around 12 because my mom is leaving town. She wants me to stay somewhere and your mom said it was fine. Love you!

I didnt text her back but i felt bad. Oh well, i have the netflix and popcorn and icecream so shell be good. I got in and did my lady things and got out. I ran to my room and got dressed. I put on a mickey and minnie shirt and some high waitsers, with my Converse shoes. I went to my mirror in my bathroom and fixed my hair and my smeared makeup. I remembered to text Lola back so i did.
Hey hun sorry i got your text but i got in the shower. Come over anytime. Im sorry you and Brock broke up. I love you!

After it sent i went down stairs and got some food. "Mom made coffee for you before she left." Eli came in. He stole my cereal and gave me a cup. I went to the coffee machine and got me a cup. "Your gonna shrink with all the coffee you drink." I turned around and smiled. James was standing at the door smirking. "You know we just got a new door bell right?" I laughed. "No.. i didnt." He came over to give me a huge hug. "Your already really short. "Hey, i like being 5'1 and you should like being 5'11." I laughed. "Oh yeah a whole 10 inches taller than you." He looked down and kissed me. "Gross get a room lovebirds." We laughed at him as he went to the living room. *beep beep* i looked down and read the message.
Lola❤
Hey im on my way
Shit. I totally forgot. I looked over at James. "Lola is comming over in a little bit." I half smiled. "Do i need to leave?" He scratched the back if his head. "Oh no dont leave.. please." He hugged me after that and we walked to my room. "HELLOOOOO CHARLIE!?" Lola screamed in the doorway. "UPSTAIRS!!" i yelled back. She walked in with a smile.. then it disappeared.. "hey!" I laughed. "Um... im gonna go." She turned around and ran out. "What?" I got up and went to go catch her in her car. She locked the door and put her head on her wheel. "LOL A LET ME IN WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS!" I yelled so she could hear me. "You said this was our day. He's getting in the way Charlie." I flinched at the sound of my name. She always just calls me chay, or she call me by my last name, Jones. I can't even begin to know how to say I'm sorry but I take a shot. "Ok.. listen. He came over so we could tell you something... really improtant." She looked up and I had my headad on her window and unlocked her door to get out. She came over to me and... Hugged me... "You're not mad anymore?" I asked. "No I'm mad... But you had tears... That's how I know you really meant it. I'll let him stay... As long as y'all aren't too lovey Dovey." She laughed. I followed her back inside to the living room where James was sitting waiting for us with popcorn and a scary movie. We stayed in all day laughing and talking and watching movies and making fun of them. "Hey... Can I talk to you real quick...?" James pulled me aside and he didn't look happy... "What's up?" I hesitated to ask. "Um actually I can't be with you right now.. Im moving again... And this time we don't know if I'm coming back..." He had tears in his eyes but before he let one out I was already on a flow. "W....what?" His voice cracked "I love you Charlie." He kissed me so passionately and hard core... He turned around to get his keys. I grabbed his arm turned him around "your not leaving life that." I kissed him and it got heated very fast. He took my up to my room shut the door with my back amd locked it. I looked at him in the eyes and asked him "why do you have to go? Why can't you stay here with me.." I looked down at our feet and realized at that moment that I don't want to leave him... Ever. "My parents don't like it here anymore. They want to go back to California." I half smiled... But you came back... And found me we have something James. I don't want to loose you again." I started to cry. He wiped my tears away with his thumb. "Baby your not going to loose me. I'm never going to get over you. I never did. And it's not my fault I'm leaving but it's my fault Im in love." He kissed my neck as I ran my fingers through his hair. "I pushed him away to look in his eyes once more. He unlocked the door but kept it closed, then drug me over too the bed and got in beside me. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him. He whispered a poem to me as I drifted off to sleep. I never want him to leave me. Never. This just feels right... I'm happy he came back... Bu t sad he has to leave.

Authors Note- ok this is where I'm going to leave this chapter... Idk about this one... But I got a plan.. Haha love you guys!!

~XOXO~

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