"Charlie, can I talk to you for a minute?"
I can't make out who it is.
"Um... Yeah sure."
"I'm leaving you"
"I'm leaving you"
"I'm leaving you"
"I'm leaving you"
"I'm leaving you"
"I'm leaving you"
I jilt up and scream. Those words kept repeating in my mind and I couldn't escape it. I look over and see a body imprint of where James was. I guess I never moved. I look down and see I'm... Wearing his shirt... What? I don't remember putting this on... Oh well it smells like him. I look over at my phone and see a not under it.
It read:
Baby Girl,
I'll always keep you warm. I gave you my favorite shirt. I love you beautiful. I promise I will come back for you. No matter how far the walk. I will walk till my feet fall off. I will ride till I die to see that beautiful face again. I didn't want to wake you, so I changed you out of your clothes into my shirt as pajamas. I also gave you my hoodie. I noticed you don't have one... Lol your my rise and shine. I miss you. So very much. Text me, or call me when you read this.
Sweet dreams. <3
James
I smiled folded the paper and put it in my dresser. I sat back in my bed to take a minute to soak in what was happening. "SHIT" I ran downstairs to see a sleeping Lola. I went to wake her up. "Hey... Can we talk?" I whispered. "Sure" she sleepily replied. I dragged her up to my room and we didn't do any talking, just sleeping. Sounds like something we would do though. Some people call it laziness... We call is best friend goals. We woke back up again around 5 and I told her about last night. "Or it's okay Hun, he told me about this.. He cried and told me he never wanted to tell you. But I'm happy about the letter! That's so cute!" She smiled and pulled me in for a hug. We hugged for what seemed like forever, she pulled me away and wiped my tears away with her sleeve. "I know it's hard for you Jones, but he told you he loved you. And he's already called you amd texted you goodmorning today." She pointed at my phone. "Shit, I forgot about that." I grabbed my phone and read what he said out loud so we both could hear.
Hey baby. I miss you. Right as soon as I left I wanted to go back and sleep with you and cuddle more. Please don't forget about me? I love you so much beautiful shorty 😘 I can't stand not seeing those pretty blue-green eyes and that blonde hair everyday. Haha also... Don't be mad at me but I gave you my shirt.. Then I took a picture of you sleeping in it. You looked so peaceful and innocent. Anyways I gotta get packed... Hey I left you a present under your bed. Call me, or text me after you open it... It's kinda my gift to you since I kinda told you out of the blue... Love you baby doll! 😍💕
"Gah you guys are so perfect." Lola awed. "Yeah... i miss him" i half smiled. We went downstairs to go watch a movie. "I'm going to go take a shower actually... i feel boy sweat all over me." I turned around and headed back upstairs. I went to my closet and opened it to see my wardrobe. I picked out a nice light colorful sundress and my blue and pink bikini swimsuit. I went to my bathroom and looked myself up and down in the mirror. I thought of how short i am compared to James... God i miss him. I miss his smile, his goofiness... i miss his eyes.. those dreamy eyes... i miss his hugs, i miss how i get butterflies everytime we touch. I miss letting him cuddle with me and us playing around before we fall asleep in each other's arms. I find myself with tears in my eyes. I wipe them away brush my hair and get in. I do my lady things and get out to get my suit on. I go downstairs and see that Lola is ready. "Took you long enough." She laughed. I stuck my tongue out at her and we headed out the door. On the way there it was quiet. "Whats wrong hun?" She asked a little scared. "Oh.. nothing.. i just..." i trailed off and gripped my stearing wheel harder. "Pull over... let me drive." I was in no shape to argue, i got out and slammed by door. We met in front of the car and she hugged me. I couldn't help it, i fell apart. I cried in her shoulder for what felt like forever. "Lets go okay?" She pulled me away and i nodded. I went to the passenger seat and got in. I buckled my seat belt and we were off again. It takes about an hour to get to the pool, since its in another town... but her a lot of time with my best friend so thats a plus. I looked out the window the whole time. "How bout some tunes?" She turned the radio on and we started jamming out to "Monster" (ill put a video on here so you can listen to it) the radio went silent as "all of me" came on. I looked at the radio and up to Lola. "Welp. Plug my phone in.." she shuddered. I plugged her phone in and " lost boy" came on. We listened to her music till we got there. "Ready?" She asked. "Not really." I sighed. But we got out and went inside. We got out there and i saw one particular face... "what?" My heart dropped. "Who is that?" I asked Lola. "Looks like its Jacob." She replied. Jacob is James younger brother. I walked over to him. "Hey Jacob" i smiled. "Hi?" He looked like he thought we were going to rape him or something. "Do you know where James is?" I asked. "Yeah he's over there." He pointed over to a familiar guy. I smiled and ran over to him. "James?" I turned him to face me. "CHARLIE!?" he smiled the biggest smile and lifted me up to hug me. He put me down and kissed me. I pulled away and look him in the eyes. We hug again. "What are you doing here? I thought you were moving back to San Diego?" He frowns. "We are.. but i had to say goodbye to you yesterday because i couldn't get it put of my mind. We leave Friday." Its Tuesday. "Will you come home with me tonight and meet my parents?" He asked. "Wh...when?" I studerwh"well I'm taking Jacob home in a little bit so... then..?" I look over and see Lola with Brock. (They got back together.) "I want to.. but what about Lola?" I looked back at him concerned. "I just talked to Brock before you came by, he wants to take her on a date tonight." I smile... she needs him. They are actual goals. "Okay then." We jump in and look at each other under water. He swims towards me. I hold my finger up and go up for air. After i gasp for my final breath i feel my legs being pulled under. I meet him just inches from my face. He smiles and kisses me. He pulls me close and we meet each others body. We pull apart and go up for more air. He gets out and pulls me up. "Lets go somewhere more.. age appropriate." He grins that cute grin of his and pulls me up. We head over to the girls bathroom/changing room. He looked around and hurried us in there. He took my to the biggest one with a curtain. He closes it and runs for me and kisses me so hard, so soft yet elegant.
This part doesnt get bad but ya know, its just a book. Lmao
He pulls my sundress off and kisses my neck. I pull him away and smile. He looks up at me and grinned. He kissed me again and went for my ear. "I love you princess. I never want to hurt you." He whispered. I smiled and kissed him. He went to untie my bikini top but i stopped him. "Trust me." He went for it again. "No." I pulled him away again. He retied it and kissed me. Every kiss with him is a kiss i won't forget. We started to kiss in sync, i felt so many butterflies in my stomach. We pulled away for a breath. "Hello? Charlie?" We looked at each other with bright eyes. "Ssshhhhhhiiiiittttttt." I whispered. "What? Hello?" I peared put of the curtain and shut it quickly. "Hey." I overexactuated the "ey." She looked at me with that look of 'i know somethings up' look. "So uh... whats going on?" She walked closer. "Nothin." Next thing you know we hear a small laugh coming from the curtain. She looked at me surprised and ran to open the curtain. "Heyyyyy Lola..." he kinda had that.. guilty but funny moment look in his eyes. "Hi." She laughed. "Anyways, im going.. i got a date.. love you. And you, "she pointed to james. "Stay off my best friend." He laughed and picked himself up. He walked over to me so she could see him clearly and he grinned, then he put his hands on my lower waist and kissed my neck, looking at her the whole time he went down and cupped my but with one hand and put the other on my cheek. "Smartass." She laughed and walked away. "God i love you." I laughed. "And i love you baby girl." We kissed again, i grabbed my dress, and walked out. He intertwined his fingers with mine and rubbed my hand with his thumb. I missed him... but i cant get too attached because.. he's leaving Friday. But i still missed him.
Authors Note- okay.. so that just happened... haha I'm trying to make my chapters longer.. how did you feel about this? Whats gonna happen next? Love you!
~XOXO~
