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"This looks good on you sweetie"
"Oh no,I think this one"
"Ahmm it's too revealing,ito nalang"
"Masyadong pambata"
"Ugh MOM" I yelled
"What? May nagustuhan ka na ba na ipinakita ko sayo? San dito?"she asked while getting again those dress.
"Ughh mom ang kulit mo"naiirita kong sabi sakanya
"Anong makulit dito? I just want to buy you new dress"she answered innocently.
"Mom I can buy new dresses whenever I want but please ...I don't need a chaperone" I told her
She pout" I just want to bond with you. Anong masama dun? Cam nasa iisang bahay lang tayo but it seems like you're one hundred miles away from me. You don't want to communicate with us,with me. Tell me,what's wrong?"mom answered
"I just don't feel talking to you ,mom"I answered honestly
"Why? I'm your mom Camari for God sake"
I sigh " Pagod na ako mom. Let's just go home"
Her face became sad " Pero wala pa tayong nabibili. Hindi pa din tayo nagtatagal dito sa mall"
"But I'm tired mom tsaka di ba duty mo ngayon sa hospital? Di ka ba papasok?" I asked her. She's a doctor kaya siguradong hahanapin na naman siya ng pinaka mamahal niyang mga pasyente tss.
"I took a leave"
"Why?"
"Coz I want to be with you"she answered
"Mom you're just wasting your time"
"Being with you is not a waste of time sweetie"
"Let's just go home mom" sabi ko then nauna na akong lumabas ng boutique.
Mom followed me and grab my arm
"Let's eat first....please?"she implored
I look at her face and then sigh ".....okay"
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" Their food here are delicious,right?"mom asked as she's busy cutting my steak.
"Yeah but mom seriously I can handle this" I told her as I try to get my knife.
"Let me do this,sweetie. Minsan minsan nalang tayo mag bond kaya pagbigyan mo nalang ang mommy mo"she answered as she bring back my plate.
"Okay...thanks"
"You're always welcome"then she smiled warmly.
I can't smile like that,I dunno why.
*You have a new message*
From:Zekulit tsss 12:20 pm
Where are you?
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To: Zekulit tsss 12:24pm
Why?
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From: Zekulit tsss 12:24pm
La lang. I just wanna check if my girlfriend is in the safe place.
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To:Zekulit tsss 12:28 pm
Stop being 'sweet' Zeke. I'm fine here with my mom.
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From: Zekulit tsss 12:29 pm
Being sweet is normal for me 😉
Ahh so you're with tita.
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To: Zekulit tsss 12:37 pm
Tss whatever 😒
Obviously yes,kasasabi ko lang kanina diba?
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From:Zekulit tsss 12:38 pm
Sorry naman,masungit na naman girlfriend ko tsk tsk tsk. What are you doing? Bond?
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To: Zekulit tsss 12:44 pm
Yeah we're eating together so can you please stop texting? You're disturbing us tss.
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From: Zekulit tsss 12:44 pm
Ganun ba... Okay just enjoy your lunch. I'll call you later. I love you 😘😘😘
Tss -_-
Di na ako nag text back kasi hahaba pa yan. Knowing Zeke? Hayy
"Who's that sweetie? Si boyfriend mo ba?"kinikilig na tanong ni mom
"Yeah" I answered shortly at bumalik nalang ulit sa pagkain ko.
"You're boyfriend is so sweet ija. Swerte kayong dalawa sa isa't isa"
"Whatever mom"sagot ko nalang
"Sungit naman nito haha"~mom " Nga pala I'm flying to US tomorrow."
"Kina dad?"
"Yes,do you want to come?Papa book kita ngayun din"
"No thanks" I answered
"Bakit naman? It's been a while since you visited New York sweetie"
"Mom kakabisita lang nila dito last week"
"Ehh sa gusto kong magkakasama tayong apat eh."pagdadahilan ni mom " Para happy family"
"Kayo nalang umalis tutal sanay na naman akong mag isa dito sa Pilipinas"
"Camari..."
"What?"I asked innocently
"Don't say that,kasama mo ako dito sa Pilipinas. Simula ng magsimulang mag work dun ang dad mo"sagot ni mommy
"Eh kung okay naman kayo ng family ni dad siguradong sasama din kayo sakanila eh. Don't worry sanay na ako.."then tumayo na ako " Pagod na talaga ako mom eh,mauuna nalang ako. Just finish your food first. Bye"then I walk out.
Bastos na kung bastos pero masyado lang talaga akong honest sa nararamdaman ko. Sa mga comment ko sa mga nangyayari sa paligid.
Nakakaasiwa kayang maging plastik,yung masinungaling sa kung ano talaga nararamdaman niyo.
Maraming plastik sa mundo pero ibahin niyo ako...
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BINABASA MO ANG
Love Yourself
Historia Corta"Not everyone you love is gonna love you back, that's why it's important to LOVE YOURSELF"
