OGOC Preferences & Imagines

Best friends...or more?

Past:

~your Pov.~

Me and Derek were best friends since kindergarten, we grew up togheter and told eachother every secret. When someone was mad to me or stole my toy, he helped me and was on my side. Years later when we went to highschool we were inseparable everyone thought we were a couple but were only best friends. But I had a little secret...I'm in love with my best friend aka Derek James Luh. When some stupid bitch wanted a date with him I was so jealous...and the best thing was that he went on the date with her...They were togheter for 5 months. These 5 months were so terrbile...He was always with her, he ignored me, he never looked at me.
It hurts so much I lost my best friend...When everybody got asked out for prom I thought he would ask me because we promised to go to prom togheter...But he went to the prom with his "girlfriend"...So I had nobody but soon a good friend of me his name is Dillon. He asked me if I will go with him to prom, I said yes it was good to know that I'm not going allone to prom. 2 weeks later Dillon picked me up and we went togheter to prom. He gave me a beautiful rose it was perfect and it was the first time that Derek wasnt on my mind. When we arrived the hall we went hand in hand inside some people looked at us...I heard some of them talking about us it was a weird feeling but ok. And then I saw him Derek with his stupid girlfriend it looks like theyre arguing...Ha stupid
And then he walked away Dillon by the way went to get some drinks for us. Suddenly someone was next to me. I looked at the person and it was Derek... He smiled and said that I look very beautiful I was so angry and sad at the moment so I ignored him he tried to talk to me where is Dillon ?!?! He then asked me if I'm allone here I wanted to answer his question but at the same moment Dillon came with our drinks. I smiled at him and then I looked at Derek he looked very angry... Derek then asked me if we could talk but only me and him so we went outside and he asked me why I went with Dillon to prom I was so angry so I told him everything I was loud very loud but at this moment I didnt care about it...I asked him why he's talking to me? Why is he so angry that I'm here with Dillon? Whats his problem? Etc etc etc... We argued for like 15 minutes. I know I told you at the beginning that I love him but I...I had another secret and it was time to say it...
I told him everything that I love him for a long time, that I missed him so much, that I'm so angry because of him. He stood there with an open mouth he was shocked I saw that he had tears...and then I had to say the last thing it was so hard to tell him... I told him that we move tomorror to New York...I tried not to cry but it was to hard...I began to cry I couldnt look into his eyes so I ran away I ran home...I went to bed and cried till I felt asleep...On the next day I thought that I got a text from Derek but nothing...I took a shower, got dressed and then we ate something. When we finished eating we went outside I looked at our house for the last time so many memories...I tried hard not to cry again...I wish Derek could come for a last hug or I dont know...
Maybe say that he loves me too but that will never happen...I mean I was only a 'friend' nothing more...I wish it was like before he had his stupid girlfriend...One last time to be here...my parents got in the car I wanted to wait maybe he's comming soon...I had the hope that he's comming but after 10 minutes I got in the car nobody came...so my father started driving...I put my headphones on and listened to 'the weeknd' I was so quiet the whole carride I watched the whole time if he's online and of course he was...Great Derek thank you for everything! I lost you forever...but I still love you...

~Dereks Pov.~
I lost her...I lost her forever when she told me that she love me I was shoked but when she looked at me my heart broke into thousand peaces...I felt something for her since we started highschool but I thought its the best to be friends...only friends. But I couldnt hide my feelings for her so I started to ignore here...I was in a relationship with that stupid girl...ughhh I hate myself that I hurt her so much... I wanted to follow her last night but I cried after she ran away...I mean sure I'm a boy but...you know I was shoked because of all the things she said...
I wanted to text her and today I was behind a tree when she looked at her house my second home...I couldnt look her in the eyes...I wanted to wright her a text but I was so scared.. I wish I realized everything earlier...but NO...! I'm so stupid I lost my girl...my best friend, my love, I lost y/n forever...

[984 words...wow]
And I start to write a story soon;) Its about Nate and Derek❤~A