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Niall's imagine

self harming if you're not comfortable reading this well this is a warning....

sad imagine of Niall

( Y/N )'s P.O.V

I was walking around Niall's and mine flat as I waiting for him to come home from the studio. I stared at the clock and it read 1 a.m. I was getting worried until the front door opened and slammed shut. I walked to see Niall walking to the couch, sitting down and he turns on the telly.

" Niall " I spoke as I walked behind the couch and massaged his shoulders which were tensed up. " How was your day honey " I leaned in to kiss his cheek but he shrugged me off. I knew he was mad so I let him by himself to let his anger out.

I walked to the kitchen and opened up the fridge to cook him dinner. I know it will make him a bit happy. I heard him walk to the table and pulled the chair back and sat down. " Are you- " " God! (y/n)!! You're so annoying!! " He yelled as he stood up and walked up stairs.

' Well I'm sorry for asking if you were fine didn't mean to be rude ' I thought to myself as I turned off the stove and walked up to the room. I heard him speak angrily with someone but when I push the door softly he was talking to someone on the computer.

" I can't stand her anymore " Niall said with hatred. Is he talking about me? I stayed there quietly hearing who he was talking to then a female voice spoke. " Then dump her " her squeaky voice filled my ears. " How, she'll be crying about it " He spoke as he ran his hand through his dyed hair.

I felt something fall on my hand, I haven't notice that I was crying. I walked back down and locked myself into the restroom without Niall knowing. I looked at the mirror... wasn't I pretty for him or what did I do wrong for him to not like me anymore?

I looked under the sink for a piece of paper, pen and razor and of course pills. I wiped the tears and  being to write the letter, but I failed keeping them in as I wrote on the paper. Now that I won't be here it'll be easy for him to move on without me stopping him.

I went inside of the tub and pulled my sleeves up and drew the razor deep into my skin, something I didn't do for a long time when Niall first found out, he made me to stop for him and I did and now I don't care about the promise.

Blood oozing out as I slit both of my wrist and legs and the pain feels so good, why did I ever stopped? Ohh.. that's right... Niall... I turned to stare at the door which is locked and then to the bottle of sleeping pills. I grabbed the paper and held in against my chest as I popped the lid opened and dump every single pill out and into my mouth.

" I love you Niall " I whispered as my eyes were getting heavy and my chest slowly going up and down my body going numb sliding down the tub as I blink for the last time before leaving this world. It's getting harder to breathe there's no way going back. Tears streaming down as my final heart beats stops.

Niall's P.O.V

*in the morning*

 

I wake up to see that (y/n) isn't by my side. I don't hear anything matter of fact. I walk out to the kitchen to see if she was cooking breakfast but a frown was placed on my brows as the house was quiet way too quiet. ' She must be sleeping on the couch ' I thought as I walked to the living room but no trace of her.

I went to the restroom but it was locked. I knocked.... well almost kicked down the door but I wouldn't get any response. " Open up (y/n)!!! " I yelled still hitting the door. I was getting tried of these games so I opened up with my keys.