Kidnapped by Harry Styles!

Chapter 13

Ok I have major explaining to do. I'm so so very sorry for the slow updates, my dad got a infection in his knee and his doctor didn't find it until after a month of refusing to run tests. They found the infection too late and now it is in his bones and heart, I've been so busy taking care of my dad and going in and out of hospitals I just had no time. My dad is still very sick, he has had 10 surgeries since Christmas and his doctor told my family that he has less than 15% chance of making it this month so I'm trying to spend as much time as I can. I'm very close to my dad and all I've been doing is crying because of how one act of stupidity could cause a life. I'm going to be slow at updating but I will try my best to do it regularly now and to keep you guys updated. Prayers would be really helpful right now and I'm honestly terrified to loose my dad. 😭

"Stop fucking moving and let me fix it." Harry snapped grabbing my arm tighter. I was icing my arm when he came over and refused to let it be unchecked.he said its dislocated and broken, how on earth would he know that? He's not a doctor and he definitely didn't take any X-Rays. Of course Harry had to relocate my arm.

"Then don't fucking touch me! Stop! It hurts!" I snapped back pulling my arm away. I got feeling back in my arm a couple minutes ago and it hurts like a bitch.

"Well I would give you some medicine but I don't trust you with that!" He snapped back pulling my arm back to him.

"Don't touch it! It will be fine! Just leave me alone you pig!" I pushed Harry away from me, my eyes began to water as anger was starting to take control of myself. No, I can't cry, I'm not going to be weak in front of him.

"Liam! Niall! Louis! Come help me!" Harry called then down, sighing at my stubbornness. You could hear footsteps running to us and then three guys came in the kitchen. "Louis grab some more ice and you two hold her down please. " they nodded before Louis went to the freezer and Liam and Niall came and grabbed me. Louis put my good hand behind my back and Niall held me in a tight hug, blocking my view from seeing what Harry was doing.  Harry grabbed my arm again and before I could respond he quickly put my arm back in place causing me to scream in pain. Niall held me a little tighter then let go, Liam let go also and I grabbed my elbow in pain.

Louis came back shortly after. "Here you go, love. " Louis said handing me the ice. I took it and placed it on my elbow.

"Now was that so hard? " Harry sarcastically said. I wanted to say something back but I was in too much pain to even breath correctly.

"I'm going to my room." I chocked out before standing up. Harry got in front of me blocking me off.

"I don't think so, love. There is no place we can trust you so for now on you have to be in one of our sights at all time. " Harry said pushing me back down.

"So I can't even shower or use the bathroom by myself?" I sarcastically asked, I was getting mad but I didn't want to show it be jade that is what he was intending to do.

Harry sighed and ran his hand through his messy, curly hair. "You can have a half an hour shower, and you have ten minutes to use the bathroom by yourself. Any more time and we will go in there. " he huffed out.

I'm so stupid. I want to be alone more then ever. I want my privacy, I want my old life back, I want to be happy again. I was getting so mad that I was shaking, before I could try to calm down I exploded.
"That's bullshit. I need my privacy, I want to go to my room and be away from you creeps. You can't take away my privacy. You took me away from my fucking family and now you're taking away my privacy?!! What's next? My virginity?" Harry smirked at my comment before licking my lips.

"Well now that you mentioned it." Harry sinned at me, I could feel by body temperature get hot, I felt embarrassed, scared, mad, and overwhelmed. I took my ice pack and slapped Harry, as hard as I could, across his face. I backed up as soon as I did that, just realizing what I did. Fuck. Harry's jaw clench before looking back at me. He rubbed his sore cheek before looking back at me. I tried my best to run upstairs but Louis and Liam grabbed my arms, preventing me from getting away.

"Whoa, not so fast, love. " Liam said as they carried me over to Harry again.

Tears came down my face as I was shaking. Harry was going to hurt me, I knew it. My arm was killing me but I was too scared about how Harry would react, my arm is the last thing on my mind.

"Nice try love. Don't ever think about doing that again because I will hurt you next time. " he snapped the "will" part, making me jump.

"Go take a shower and relax. I will be up there in a half an hour to bring you back down. I'll put clean clothes in front of the door. " Harry said as Louis and Liam let me go.

Why would he cared if I was relaxed or not? He's just trying to get to my head. I can't listen to a word he says. I hate every part of him. His hair, his face, his body, his attitude, and mostly his popularity. I don't know what girls could see in him to fall in love with him because he is just a plan ass.

I only took a ten minute shower so I had twenty minutes to spare and I was going to use that to the best of my ability. Harry put sweatpants in front of the door and a tank top. They were huge but I was able to keep the pants up with a hair tie.

There wasn't much in their draws, hair brush, tooth brush and tooth paste, ear cleaners. I went into the second draw and found fresh razors. I needed to shave, I thought to myself. I took a new razor and shaved my under arms and legs.

"I'm just going to finish shaving and then I'm going to put it away." I told myself. I started to have the urge to cut myself. "Three weeks clean, I can do this. " I mumbled feeling  a tear run down my cheek. I started to think of everything that has hailed and before I knew it I took the blade out and started pressing it against my skin.

"For everything that has happened. " I mumbled before feeling a slight pinch as I dragged the razor into my skin and across my thigh. I was letting my tears come down and i lost control of myself.

"For being clueless, for being stupid, for being me, for getting into this, for Harry, for his attitude, for his smirks, for his power. " I kept making a new cut for everything I could think of. I kept going until half of my this were covered in cuts. I dropped the blade and continued to cry as my thighs were covered in blood. The room was spinning, I was shaking, I was cold, I was hot, I couldn't breath. I was loosing control of myself.

Finally after ten minutes I gained controlled. I washed up all the blood from my thighs and threw the blade away. I quickly threw the sweatpants on and leaned against the wall and continued to cry. I'm so fucking stupid. My thighs were burning and stunning and we're definitely swollen from all the cuts. I didn't dare to look at them, I felt defeated, weak, and an idiot.

So kinda a depressing chapter.... Sorry. I myself have suffered from depression and self harming. Please don't ever think about cutting, it's hard to get ride of and honestly I'm five months clean and I sadly still want to cut but I'm trying to get over it. Slowly. Sorry if it is a sucky chapter, I will try my best to make it better and make it less sad. Please don't get any motivation from this chapter and please don't hate me for this. She is feeling overwhelmed and that self harming is the only way. She will learn later that it's not and there are other options. I take self harm seriously and I would never do it as a joke or for attention. I will try my best to update frequently, (with all of my stories) but please give me time. I'm in a hard point of life right now and trying to do everything in my power to keep my dad Alive. I'm trying to spend as much time with him as possible before he goes and I'm just trying to stay strong for him  and hope for a miracle. Thank you everybody for the reads and I'm plaining on going back and updating the other chapters some day.  I plan on making them longer and better, thank you again for everything! ❤️❤️❤️