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Chapter 5: BITCH Past part 2

Hana Aishlinn POV:

Kinabukasan:

Nagising ako dahil sa sigaw na nanggagaling sa kwarto ng mama ko. I run as fast as i can to reach for my mom's room and then when i reach it, i open the door so fast and .

Mom m-om m-mo-om mom ano pong masakit hihingi po ako ng tulong hintayin nyo po ako dito. - putol putol kong sabi kay mama habang mabilis na tumakbo papunta sa kanya. I can't help but to cry , I can see pain in her face and all over her body. I hug her so tight and i  felt she hug me back.

Ssshhhh baby it's okay, don't go anywhere just please stay here. I w-wan-wanted t-to r-rememb-ber your beautiful goddess face. And i wan't t-to t-te-tell y-yo-you s-som-somet-thi-thing ple-ase please b-ba-baby. - nag-uumpisa nang tumulo yung mga luha sa mata nya. And i can see na nahihirapan na syang huminga.

But mo-om plea------ tutol ko pero 

Please b-ba-baby ju-just l-listen to m-mom fi-first. I know n-nam-naman na hi-hindi nak-nako mag-tatagal. -pakiusap ni mama, i'm crying now and wala akong magawa kundi tumango sa kanya. My mom is crying also and i can't help it i never wish to see my mom crying because of pain. I hug her tight.

My pr-princess l-listen t-to m-me, nahihirapan na si mama hindi n-na kay-kaya ni mom eh. Pag nawala si mama wag kang malulungkot ha, sige ka mag-magiging mal-malungkot din ako. Doon s-sa pupuntahan ni mama magiging masaya ako at di na-nako ma-mahihirapan don, diba yun ang gusto mo baby? -  umiiyak sya habang hawak hawak ang kamay ko, i nodded dahil yun naman talaga ang gusto ko ang maging masaya sya at hindi na mahirapan.

Mo-om i ju-just ag-agreed because i wanted you to be happy and to stop you from pain. I never wanted this to happen, i don't want you to leave me but i can accept it as long as your happy. - umiiyak ako habang nakayakap sa kanya, my mom just smiled and said

Ba-baby it's so hard to leave you pero wala akong magagawa this is the right time i know and i know that God has a purpose about this. Magiging happy nako baby kasi kahit ala-alam ko-kong hi-hindi na ki-kita makakasama i know you lo-love m-me and y-you ca-can ta-take ca-care of you-yourself. Just always remember how to smile, gusto ko-kong mag-maging ma-mabuting ta-tao ka paglaki mo baby. Mahal na mahal kita always remember that. Lagi lang kitang babantayan kahit wala nako my princess co'z you are always in my heart i never wanted this to happen, i don't wan't you to leave alone here, all i want for you is to be happy. Paglaki mo maiintindihan mo lahat kung bakit kailangang mangyari ang mga ba-bagay na-nato. When you grow up, my wish for you is for you to have a happy family, it's okay even if it is simple as long as they love you. As the ye-years go by i know makakakilla k-ka ng ta-taong tunay na mag-mamahal sayo at mga kaibigan na tunay na papahalagahan at tatanggapin ka kung ano ka man. You're the most beautiful and special girl that God gave to me my princess. You're always be my baby, my angel, my lucky charm, my princess, my godess baby. You are my one and only beautiful angel princess cute goddess daughter. I love you baby with all my heart. Always take care mahal na mahal ka ni mama - nahihirapang sabi at bilin  ni mama habang hinahaplos ang pisngi kong puno ng luha, i kissed my mom's lips and  i see her smiled i nodded many times and

Yes mom I will, mahal na mahal ko po kayo even though it hurts to see you're in pain i will accept it because i know this is the only way to make you happy. Mom you're always be the best for me even though Dad was not here to protect and to take care of us i'm so blessed and lucky to have yo, you completed the responsibilty to take care and love me as your daughter. Mom i love you with all my heart. You know what? It's so hard to let you go wala na po akong fairy godmother, bestfriend, playmates, clown ang sakit sakit mama, pero kahit ang sakit mom i promise when i grow up i will surely be a good mother like you when i have my own family someday. Gagawin ko ang lahat para maging mabuting tao at parents someday. Ang sakit mom it hurt's a lot pero kahit ang sakit sakit tatanggapin ko po kasi ayokong nakikitang nahihirapan yung kaisa isang taong nagmamahal sakin. I love you po mama sobra. - iyak lang ako ng iyak habang nakayakap sa kanya!