Forever Her (girlxgirl)

Six

Megan

I can't believe she would embarrass me like that and in front of my new friend no less. I should have known to run when Carter first sat down. That girl was nothing but trouble. The Carter I knew would never do something like that.

After breakfast I went back to our room. I angrily paced back and forth. Every know and then I would look at her side of the room and just glare at it. Stupid Carter, she really knew how to get under my skin.

It wasn't just the comments about Tristan but everything she said that irritated me. She kept pointing out my virgin status like she was such a big thing because she sleep with slutty Fee. I bet all the girls she sleeps with are like Fee. Not that I care, because I totally don't. She can sleep with whole school and I won't blink an eye.

The door opens. I turn around and glare at Carter.

"What the hell was that?" I ask.

Carter just roles her eyes and steps pass me. She walks over to her bed and falls down on it. She looks like she's about to go back to sleep.

"No way Carter. You're going to talk to me." I say matching over to her bedside.

Carter turns on her side so that she is facing away from me. Anger boils up inside me.

So she thinks she can just embarrass me and then ignore me? No way. I was not going to let it go that easy. I pull at her arm but she just yanks it away. Finally feed up, I climb onto bed and sit down on top of her with both my legs on either side of her.

Carter looks up at me with wide eyes. "What are you-"

"Stop ignoring me." I say leaning over her with both my hand above her head.

Carter stares up at me still shocked by my actions. I take a few deep breath and my anger starts to subside. Without the anger to drive me the awkwardness of the situation starts to set in. This is something that would have been perfectly normal when we were friends but after all these years is extremely awkward.

Back in the day when we were friends sometimes I use to just randomly lay on top of her. It wasn't a big deal, just that sometimes I liked to be close to her. Plus she was just so soft, who wouldn't want to lay on her.

Now everything feels different. Carters body is a lot firmer under mine. I'm very aware of where our body parts are touching and the warmth that is generated there. I stare down at her face and get lost inside her eyes. Her eyes are such a pretty shape and color. I've always been slightly jealous of that.

I swallow. I'm not sure what lead me to do get on top of her. All that I can say is that there is still a part of me that hates being ignored by Carter. I always do things I regret when I'm angry.

"I, uh..." I say as I start to pull back. This is so awkward and it's my fault because I made it that way.

I'm almost off of her but Carter grabs me and pulls me back down. She flips us so that she is on top. Her hands pin mine down to the bed. If I thought it was awkward before....

"Do you know why I did what I did." Carter said.

Carters body presses into mine and I'm surprised to find that I have to hold back a moan. My body feels so hot under hers. This doesn't happen to me. I'm not like those horny girls who gets riled up every time someone pins them down.

I bit my lip. Maybe it was because I was already angry and fired up. My body was just confusing the signals.

"It's because you're still the papered princess who doesn't know enough about the world." Carter says.

I glare back at her. Some of my anger returning. "Don't call me that."

"It's what you are cupcake. A little naive princess running around causing trouble forever one else. Besides it's not like I said anything that was off the wall. All I asked was if he wanted to sleep with you and you know what his answer was?" Carter leaned down so that I could feel her breath on my face.

I don't answer. I tell myself that my heart is racing because I'm so fired up with anger.

"He said yes. He told me all the naughty things he wanted to do with your body. He said he wanted to spread your legs open and drink from you. His tongue would lick every part of you until he knew you by heart. With finger fingers buried deep inside of you he would create a symphony of your screams and moans." Carter said pressing into me.

I picture all the things she says to me, but it isn't Tristan's face I see. My body is tingling all over but especially down there. I feel my pantie start to get wet. I try to pinch my thighs together but Carter is in the way. 

"I mean honestly I can't blame him. Even back in high school guys were always throwing themselves at you." Carter says.

"What are you talking about."

There's a reason I'm still single and it isn't just because I haven't found anyone, even though that was a part of it, it was also because guy didn't seem to like me like that. In fact homecoming was the first time anyone ever confessed to me.

"Meg, Meg, Meg   if only you realized the number of times I've saved you from being some random butty call." Carter says.

I glare at her. I hate when she talks to me like I'm a child. "Well it looks like I did just fine with out you.  For three years you left me high and dry but I managed to make it here without you."

Carter glares down at me. She jerks back and releases my hands.

"Fine, if you think you do so well with out me. You can deal with Tristan and his horn dog of a roommate all on your own. Just don't come crying to me when your little friendship goes south." Carter say siting back.

I pull away from her and sit up on the other side of the bed. I wrap my arms around myself in protection. 

"I'd never come crying to you." I say.

"Good. I'm not your mommy I'm not hear to wipe your tears away." 

I feel a stab through my heart at the mention of my mother. I swallow back the hurt  and stand up from her bed. I open the door preparing to leave but before I do I turn back to look at her.

"You're a really sh*tty  person Carter, you know that." I say.

Carter smiles back. "Tell me something I don't know sweetheart."

I walk out the door and slam it behind me. I wipe way the tear that roles down my cheek. In that moment I don't just dislike this new Carter, I absolutely hate her.  She is nothing like the kind hearted girl I use to love and I hate her for that.