After about 3 weeks into the hospital, I find out about a few things, some make me happy, and some make me upset/sad.
I found out that Sabrina will spend most of her life in jail with no bail and no parole.
But I also found out that Chase got an acceptance letter from Harvard which means he is moving across the country.. Away from me.. Another bad thing that I found out is that Chase still has not woken up from his coma yet.. He also has no brain activity which means he will die soon if he doesn't wake up.
The doctors won't let me see him because they think I will go into a panic mode or something. I honestly don't know what to do anymore.
2 Weeks Later
They finally let me see Chase because today is the day that if he doesn't wake up, they are turning off his life support.. I haven't had time to process anything yet.. I don't know how to deal with any of this..
As I walk into Chase's room, he is pale and motionless. He already looks dead, it sounds harsh but if you saw him you would agree..
I miss hugging him and kissing him and mumbling the "I love you" 's
I walk over to his bed and grab his cold, still hand. And I watch the clock and it ticks down to the final last minutes before Chase has to wake up.. He has to wake up... He just has to, what about me, if he love me, he wouldn't leave me.. Would he? It's not even his choice.. He didn't choose this.. He didn't want this..
The time eventually comes and the doctors and family pile into the small colorless, silent room as the doctor slowly hits a button and turns a knob and the room because silent aside from the heart monitor.. Chase's heart rate started strong but then began to become slower.. And slower... And slower.. Then I hear Chase whisper, "Bree, it's going to be okay, I love you." And I look up at Chase but he is still.. I know it is a sign from him, I just know it.. I nod.. And as I do, the monitor becomes and straight flat line with a long continuous beep..
He's gone.. Chase is gone, my love is gone.
I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my face..
Sorry this happened, but I love you all!! All 2.48 thousand of you! Thank you all so much! And I have one chapter left of this mini book! Let me know if you what a Part 2 to this "book"! Love you guys! -Abby
