My heart ripped apart as I saw Damon and Stefan get shot. The sight of it hurt my brain. I wanted to scream, but I knew I would get killed too. So I just watched the 3 persons I loved the most die. I walked a little closer and started to whisper. "Katherine.." I saw her head turn "I'll get you out of there" she nods and I ran away. With the tears running down my face I ran to my freedom, far away from them. I had to start over with my life, I didn't know if I would see them again.
-time skip 3 days later-
I sit on the cough as I watch Isobel change. I sigh and stand up. "Tell me mom" I say pleasing. "Please tell me if they are alive...because I know that you know it" Isobel looked my way.
"Please Lily, shut up" she turns her whole body, facing me. "You know that they are dead, there is no turning back, okay" I start to tear up.
"Mom, you know I loved Damon" I almost scream at her. One tear escapes my eye "I'm not strong anymore, I need you to help me through this!" Isobel runs up to me. As I cry in her arms she lowers her face to my height.
"Lily, I want you to answer really honest" I nod my head, "then if you're really in pain" she swallows "turn it off, just turn it all off" I take a deep breath.
"I can't mom, I'm not a full vampire yet" most of all I can't permit myself to do it since I wanna see Damon again. I miss him and if I could I would cry everyday of the week. "I can't do it because I love Damon too much, I can't let him go and pretend he didn't exist" I put my hands in my hair and slide down the wall. The tears keep falling down my face.
Then a sudden, shy knock makes me stop. "Who is it?" I ask Isobel as she shrugs her shoulders and walks to the door. I hear it open and someone walks in. Secretly I hope for it to be Damon, but I know it won't be him.
"Hey Lily" I look at the face of Emily, I run up to her and give her a hug.
"Ohh, Emily, I missed you so much, where is Damon and Stefan" Emily cuts me off making me stop gambling over my words "I need to know if they're alive"
Emily puts an arm around me "they are alive, but you can't see them" I don't understand it. Why wouldn't I be able to see them, it's not dangerous at all, right? Except if they are....
"They a-are in t-transition?!" I try not to stutter over my words. I see Emily nod and I slide down against the wall, again. "No this can't be true, how?"
I hear Emily taking a deep breath before she starts talking, "Stefan had Katherine's blood in his system, making him turn. Damon had yours..." I feel the blood running to my head and feel like I'm blushing.
Isobel gives me a look that makes me wanna shut my mouth. I think back about last night, I can't keep that behind for my mom.
"Yeah about that" I start off "we kind of had sex that night before" I stare at the ground as I am being thrown through the room "Isobel" I stand up, I feel a sharp pain in my arm and see that it's bleeding, heavily.
"You did what?!" Isobele starts screaming at me "you know I don't like that boy at all." To be honest, she does. She has told me many times. I just didn't care, I loved him. "You could have gotten pregnant!"
"Mom come on, you know how much I love him! And I'm not pregnant" another tear escapes my eyes. Then the idea creeps into my head, I'm gonna run away, I'm gonna find them, everyone and save them. There is no going back. This is what I have to do, for them.
