daddy » larry

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I frowned at my reflection. I'm in nothing but boxers standing in front of my full body mirror.

I poked my stomach, wincing at the squish I felt.

fat.

fat.

fat.

tears prickled my eyes as I stared at my own reflection.

thighs are too big.

cheeks are so gross.

dont eat anymore. your tummy is too squishy.

fat.

I let the tears fall. I grabbed at my arms feeling all the fat hanging off my arm, making it look like if I had bat wings.

dont eat. troye will stop loving you.

"stop" I grabbed my hair trying so desperately to stop myself from having all these thoughts.

"stop it lou." I looked up at my reflection. I wiped my tears.

"youre beautiful." I said almost not crying anymore. but I looked down at my stomach and I started all over again.

"why am I so ugly?? youre ugly! stop it, no I can't eat anymore." I fell on my knees punching the mirror making it shatter and fall on the floor with a loud noise.

I held my bloody hand to my chest letting out loud sobs. I scooted back so my back was pressed to my bed.

"louis? oh my god louis. what did you do?"

"daddy, please just leave me." I pleaded with a broken sob.

"I'm not going to leave you princess, what happened?" harry asked stepping around the glass.

"no one will ever love me daddy." harry quietly gasped.

"why do you say that lou? there's someone perfect for you out there that will love you endless."

"but I'm fat," I cradled my hand to my chest not liking the pain I was feeling.

"get up."

I looked up in confusion. "what?"

"you heard me."

I shamefully got up not liking the fact that my dad is going to get to see my fat.

he gestured for me to follow him to the bathroom and I obliged.

"look at yourself baby." he said. I shook my head not wanting to look at myself any longer.

he gently grabbed my chin and made me look at myself but I closed my eyes stubbornly.

"open your eyes louis." he demanded in a strict voice. I shook my head once again.

"open. your. eyes."

I shot them open at his overly strict voice.

I whimpered as I looked at myself. harry stood behind me.

" fat is not ugly, its just as beautiful as someone that's skinny. louis you are not fat. youre beautiful just the way you are."

" I dont know who's putting you these ideas that youre fat, but youre not." harry said

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rly short but I wanted to update.

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