⚠️trigger warning !! intrusive and negative thoughts⚠️
Why the hell do I even try? Why do I put a mask on? Why do I try to be something I'm not?
Why am I do stupid? Why did I think I could do this? There's no point in trying.
It's
All
POINTLESS
Why continue living in this world I despise so much? Why do I act happy and bubbly even though I am dying inside? Why did I have to suffer?
I can't let anyone know. I already am in this living hell, I don't need extra.
But why me? Why do I have to deal with crap I shouldn't have to? Why I am disgusted every time I look in the mirror?
Why am I invisible? Why do people forget my name? Why do people forget I exist?
Why do I act so confident? Why do I act like I think I am amazing? Why do people believe the act I put on?
Why can no one see what I am really feeling? Do I hide it that well? Or do people not care?
Am I just some extra uneeded friend? Am I some oddity no one likes?
I ask these things to myself constantly, yet I never will call for help. EVER.
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PoetryA happy looking book isn't what it always seems. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ ~this includes things like depression, self harm, intrusive thoughts, etc. so if you think this will trigger you, please don't read it. i don't want you to get hurt. warnings are m...
