Annabelle Swan is alone in Forks. Charlie works all day. Bella & the Cullen's have left her. She is now alone to fend for herself. She misses them very much. She has thought of leaving but always backs out last minute.
After a while, Annabelle choo...
It's been a few weeks since my day with the pack and it's helped me a little bit but... I'm still depressed.
I miss Carlisle...
I miss Bella. I miss Edward...
I miss Jasper. I miss Rosalie...
I miss everybody.
I just can't stop thinking about them. As much as I try to not think about them. I hate this so much. I just wanna be better. Happy.
Paul and the pack gave me that... But not the happiness I want.
I wanna play with Renesmee. I wanna be annoyed by shopping with Alice. I wanna gossip with Rosalie.
I wanna wrestle with Emmett. I wanna play mind reading games with Edward. I wanna hang out with Jasper.
I wanna chill and watch movies with Bella.
But most of all... I wanna be with Carlisle.
I wanna cuddle with him. Let him read to me. I wanna be in his arms again. I miss him the most.
Then it's Bella, then Jasper, then Rosalie, then Edward, Alice, and Emmett.
Why did they have to leave? Why did they leave?
What did I do?
I got up from my bed and go downstairs. I grab my car keys from the counter and walked to the door.
"Be back later, dad." I say.
"Be careful." He says.
I walk out and leave. I then start driving and let my mind wander off. I was paying attention to the road though.
I park my car and then walk through the woods. I just walked. A memory flashed through my mind.
FLASHBACK 1
I was laughing up a storm as Carlisle chased me around the house. We had been dating for 6 months and it was amazing.
I'm on cloud 9.
Everyone had gone hunting so it was just us. I ran around the kitchen and ram right into Carlisle's chest and he catches me in a firm hold, keeping me from falling back.
"Got you." He says, kissing my nose.
I giggle.
"Carlisle, when were you changed?" I ask.
"1663." He says.
"Holy shit." I say and he laughs at my shocked reaction.
"How old do people think you are?" I ask.
"Right now, about 33." He says.
"Someone's technically old enough to be my father." I say and he smirks.
"I wouldn't mind you calling me daddy." He murmurs in my ear then kissing my neck.
I bite back a moan and stiffen. He chuckles and lifts me onto the counter.
We kiss and I cup his face and his hands rest on my hips.
"I love you." He says.
"I love you, too." I say.
We kiss again and then he helps me down and we go cuddle on the couch while watching a movie.
END OF FLASHBACK
I wipe a tear that fell and keep walking through the woods.
I came to a stop and soon found myself at the cliff that Bella told me she jumped off of when Edward left her.
I sigh and looked over.
It was so damn tempting. I just wanna jump and let everything go.
It's not worth living if I can't have Carlisle, my sister, or my family. I'll feel extremely guilty leaving Charlie and my mom.
But I can't. I miss Carlisle and Bella and everyone too much.
"Anna." I hear.
I close my eyes and smile. Edward.
"Anna, don't do this, please." He says.
"You left me. You all did. Watch me." I say then drop my backpack.
I look down at my clothes.
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(But converse instead of the boots)
"Anna... Please. For Bella." He says.
I take a step closer.
"For me." He says.
I take one step closer.
"For Carlisle." He says.
"You guys won't stay with me any other way." I say.
"Annabelle. Please." He begged.
I jump.
I landed right into a wave.
I was thrown around for a while until it started to stop.
I went up to the surface and barely got to gasp before another wave came tumbling back down on me.
I did some flips and then my back and head collided with the cliff. I started to sink as my vision blurred. I saw red surrounding liquid me.
