Try - Sequel to Let Me Love You

Chapter 1

**Sarah’s POV**

“Yes mom, I get it. Yep, okay. I’m going now. Where? My friends and I are going to hang out. No, I won’t get high. Alright. Bye,” Click. I sighed. After 10 minutes of trying to get off the phone with my mom, I finally did. God, she’s so annoying.

I’ve been living in Myrtle Beach for the past 8 months. I was living in Miami with Niall, but since he left me, I moved. He left me a note saying he wouldn’t tell the boys. But I don’t trust him. I don’t really trust anyone.

Since I escaped with Niall, I’ve changed. I don’t take shit from anyone. I don’t let anyone get close to me. I drink, do drugs, get high, steal, and vandalize, the whole lot. People at school are scared of me, even seniors.

I don’t look the same as I used to. (I just realized I never described how Sarah looked in the first book... Oops?) I wear a lot of makeup, but not a ton like those whores at school. I just use it to hide my bruises. I have a light blue hair with some of my bleached blonde hair peaking through. I got the bottom of my lip and the inner part of my nose pierced. I have about 5 tattoos on my arms. I have never been fat, but I was over weight a little when Zayn took me. I worked out and now have a 4 pack. All in all, I think I look hot and sexy. (Sarah is the girl on the cover)

I’ve also been to jail 13 times. The first time was about 3 weeks of Niall left. I was caught stealing. A guy that I’ve never seen before bailed me out. We started talking, and we hit it off. He told me his name was Nate, and he saw me being brought in and saw something in my eyes that made him want to bail me out. To thank Nate for bailing me out, I started working for him. I deal drugs, beat up a few people sometimes, and occasionally break into people’s house to steal something.

I used to get caught all the time, now I rarely do. In the first 6 months, I got caught 8 times. Nate bailed me out every time. I haven’t stayed in jail for more than 2 nights. The other 4 times was me doing my thing. Graffiti, stealing, mugging, and street fighting. No matter if it was me working for Nate or not, he always bails me out.

Nate and I have an interesting relationship. We are most of the time have a brother/sister relationship, but in the bedroom we have a friends with benefits one.

Most of you must be thinking, ‘wouldn’t her parents try to something? She’s only 17!’ well, yes, they did try. It was after I colored my hair and got piercing. I didn’t have tattoos yet. It was also after the 2nd time I got arrested. I went back home and just got arrested in the first 2 days of being there. Nate bailed me out, even though we were like 2000 miles apart.

My parents tried to brush it off, but they didn’t like the talk about them and their troubled daughter. My parents have always cared about their rep. A lot. They screamed about what other people would think about me and shit.

Eventually they decided that they should send me back to Miami and try to keep me in check from a distance.

About a week after I got back, Nate and my friends, Jackie, Greg, Jade, and Josh told me they were moving to Myrtle Beach. I was already nervous about Niall telling the boys, so I asked them if I could go. When I was on the plane, I told my parents I was moving. They agreed, because the alternative was me moving back with them.

My parents were mad at Niall for leaving me at first, but then again, they didn’t know who he was. I just told him he had better things to do then be with me. I guess he changed his name back and transferred the money back. I also saw on the news how he came up with a story about the kidnapper. Good going Niall.

I still go to school. I get good grades. But people know not to fuck with me. Fuck with me, and you’ll regret it.

I pulled up to the alley Jade and I had to fight in. (Picture of Jade on the side) Jade was the one who taught me to fight. Jade was beautiful. Out of all of my friends, Jade and I are the tightest. She has a few tattoos, piercings, short brown hair and brown eyes. She wears glasses sometime too. But right now, she is wearing contacts for the fight.