He Was My Bestfriend. (5sos fan fiction)

Chapter 7.

"Wake upppp!" I heard calum yell. I snapped my eyes open and groaned. Ashton was gone already. "What?" I asked calum. "Ashton said he had a surprise for us later." I turned over looking at the wall. I felt calum smack my bum. "Get up lazy ass!" He yelled laughing. "Fine." I groaned. I slowly jumped out of the bunk and picked some clothes out of my suitcase to wear. "Oh and we're going swimming today!" Calum yelled. I picked out my black lace bikini and some shorts and a crop top to go with it. I grabbed my vans and walked to the back room. I locked the door and stripped everything off. Once I got dressed and put my vans on I started walking to the arena the boys were playin at. I popped my head into the boys dressing room. "Josh. Can I talk to you?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah, is everything okay?" He said slipping his stage shirt on. Liam and Niall gave me concerned looks. "Yeah. I'm fine." I smiled half heartily. Josh took my hand and led me to a empty room. "Josh." I breathed out. "Yeah?"

"I think," I started off but didnt know how to say this.

"You think you like Ashton?" He finished for me. I looked at him astonished.

"How did you know?"

"I can see it in your eyes, whenever you two are together, you are the happiest thing in the world, they way you look at each other you can tell you love each other." He smiled.

"But I don't think he likes me. I don't want to ruin our friendship." I sighed.

"I think he does. Just give it time babe."

"Thanks josh. I love you."

"I love you more." He placed a kiss on my forehead.

Josh was an amazing bestfriend, we may seem like more than that to other people but josh is literally like a older brother to me. And I'm a younger sister to him.

"Now come on, Ashton has a surprise for us." He got up and pulled my hand. We walked back into the dressing room and sat down on the couch. There weren't enough seats so I had to sit on Josh's lap. His arms wrapped around my waist. All the boys were here, even calum, Luke, ad Michael.

Ashton walked in. He was holding hands with a girl.

She was blonde. She was thin, alot thinner than I am, her hair was to her shoulders. She looked like a perfect Barbie doll.

"Okay guys, so this is my girlfriend Natalie. We've been dating for three weeks and I decided I should tell you about her."

My heart literally dropped to my stomach. I felt dizzy. I felt nauseous. This can't be happening. I felt Josh's grip tighten on me. Ashton was scanning everyone's eyes for approval.

"I have to go." I said quickly getting up from Josh. Once I reached the hall I let the tears fall from my eyes, blurring my vision. I kept bumping into people as I ran. "Mariah." I heard someone call. I didn't want them to see me like this. I felt hands on my waist spinning me around to face them. "Shh babe, shhh." Josh whispered. I buried my head into his chest and just cried. He rocked us back and forth soothing me. "I knew he didn't like me." I sobbed. "It doesn't matter if he does or not, you're beautiful." I couldn't form a sentence through my sobs. "Shh. Babe. Shhh." He whispered to me. He pulled away just enough to wipe the tears from my face. "Thank you josh." I said resting my head back on his chest. "Ill be in the tour bus. Ill see you after the show."

"Okay babe, stay safe."

"Don't worry about me." I weakly smiled. I walked away and decided not to go back to the bus. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and plugged my head phones in. I walked to a near by park and sat under a tree, that over looked the pond.