I woke up to moving. My head laid against a cold surface. I picked my head up to see I was in Josh's car. I looked over at him to see a worried expression on his face while he stared at the road.
"Josh." I squeaked.
"Shh babe. You need rest."
"I don't want anyone to see me like this." I whispered.
"Don't worry, you can stay in my room and the boys aren't there right now. They went out."
We pulled up to the hotel and josh carried me in. People were staring at us. Probably because I looked horrible. He brought me to his room and made me take a bath. After I did he gave me my suitcase. i got my underwear and a bra. He also gave me his sweats and a big pull over hoodie. He walked out and waited in his room. I shut the door and put in my underwear and bra. I limped over and saw a girl staring at me. Her face. It was covered in bruises and cuts. Next I stared at her chest and stomach. Bruised. Cut up. Bleeding badly. Her arms looked the same. That girl was me. I looked awful. Worse than awful. I put on the sweats and hoodie. I blow dried my hair and put it in a bun. I pulled the hood up and walked out to see josh.
I sat on his bed while he stared at me. He was sitting next to me.
"So what happened?" He finally broke the silence.
I explained what happened with what little voice I had left.
"You don't even know who they are?" Josh asked.
I shook my head. I pulled up my sleeves a little and looked at my wrist. Little finger print bruises covered my wrist.
"Did Ashton do this?" Josh growled running his finger over it.
I nodded my head. He accidentally poked it and I winced.
"Oops sorry." He said pulling his hand away.
"I'm going to go yell at him." He said about to get up.
"Please. Don't." I said grabbing his wrist lightly.
"He shouldn't of hurt you."
"I know, just please?"
"Fine."
"I don't want anyone to see me like this." I looked at josh and almost started crying.
"It's okay. Ill tell everyone you don't feel good and not to talk to you okay? We have two more days in this city, and then we have to go on the bus, and even now, you can't stay on one directions bus because its way to crowded."
"Well thank you josh."
"Anything for you." He smiled lightly.
I pulled back his covers and got in the bed.
"You're going to be fine, okay?" He smiled weakly.
I nodded my head.
NEXT TWO DAYS.
Josh gave me a bunch of sweats and hoodies I could wear. I just got out of the shower and put a tighter fitting hoodie on and skinny jeans. I put socks on and my vans. I put my hair in a bun and pulled the hood up. I pulled my sleeves over my hands and grabbed my suit case. Now today's the day I have to back on the bus. The Gus bus to be exact.
I walked down there with josh silently. Shielding my face every moment I get.
Josh's walked me to the bus and gave me a light hug.
"Mariah what happened to your face?!" Liam came rushing over concerned.
"Liam. I'm fine." I whispered.
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He Was My Bestfriend. (5sos fan fiction)
Fanfic"Ashton, promise you won't forget me?" "I promise, how could I forget my bestfriend?!" those were the last things we said to each other before he left to America. It's been more than a year since I've seen him. We lost touch after the few months. H...