texts - myg

seven

the next day, at school...

"hey, are you ok?" eunji asked, but I didn't reply.

"who are you staring at?" eunji followed my gaze only to find yoongi and his friends.

"oh." she said while grimacing.

"are you going to talk to him?" eunji asked.

"are you crazy????!!!! you think i'm actually gonna go up to him??? i might just kill myself before i do tHAT!!" i basically yelled, catching everyone's attention. including yoongi's.

jesus christ... will i ever not embarrass myself?

"well... now you don't have to walk up to him, since he heard you all they way from here and all" eunji said with a rather amused smile.

"but you know what? i think you're feeling brave today so you are going to walk up to him and talk to him" eunji said suddenly.

"what? no i'm not-" as soon as the words left my mouth, i was being pushed in yoongi's general direction.

oh this can't be happening

can some divine power please stop what's about to happen?

just as i was nearing yoongi, as if on cue, the bell rang.

thank you jesus

i turned on my heel as fast as i could and walked over to where eunji was glaring at me from.

"hah! jokes on you eunji, he didn't even notice me" i said.

"jokes on you because he sits next to you in the class we have right now" eunji said with a playful smirk.

"he always sits next to me in this class. what's different about today?" i said but soon after the words left my mouth, regret washed over me.

"oh, you'll see"