She started walking while her every step felt like a million pound. Tears were rolling down her blue orbs while everything flashes back her mind. However, she made her way to her room.
Then she closed the door and locked it, turning back, While pushing her back harshly with the door and losing all her strength that she's been holding on for a long time. She suddenly collapse.
Her lips joined together to muffle her sobs but that doesn't works she's start muffling it with her hands but still it doesn't work or maybe it did it was her mind that was screaming, her mind that wasn't muffled and could not be muffled.
Everything crossing her mind, when he left, giving her a good bye hug, and she was just standing there wanting to tell him that 'she loves him' her hands itching to stop him, her mouth trying to make words to say him, her brain blurting out silently yet screaming. But he just went away like air. He was nowhere to be seen. Itching in her hands stayed there, words in her mouth were too late to be spoken, and her brain scolded her more and more that she At least should have tried to tell him. After hours of maiming views and sobs.
She stands up go straight to her cupboard, open the cupboard and then the drawer where there were picture of him and her. She put them in a wooden box. Each and every diary, every page, and every picture of theirs. She goes out side open the bottle cap and start pouring petrol. She makes sure that petrol is poured on each and every thing of his, each and every memory of his, and burn them.
Then coming back to her room she deleted his number from her mobile but still the blaze was there. Cause she knew his number by heart and every memory of theirs was still fresh in her mind.
She knew that it was too late when she realized it. But maybe this conflagration would have not been there if she would have at least told him about her feelings at least she would have not been in this guilt of being a coward.
She was trying right now to escape from her haunting nightmares and the rebukings of her mind and the regrets of her undareance. Now her heart was broken into shards that could have been bought close but couldn't be mended. Just because of her
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Hi lovlies!!! This poem is just about daring. I just wanted to tell you that at least just try before you regret not trying.
