You break me into who I should be
Just wait till tonight and I will flee
Without a chance
No backward glance
I'm gone in a flash
Just so I can go and crash
Boom, bang, down I go
As I hit his cold tile floor
I fade out as he screams
This feels like a dream
I'm starting to see a light
Damn, that's bright
Am I dead?
I'm ready to go I try to move and all I see is red
Slammed back down as I try to turn around
I feel hands and I'm bound
I'm bound to this table
They say that I'm unstable
I feel a small incision
"THIS WAS MY DECISION!"
I tried to scream but my mouth won't open
I have no more emotion
The light burns my eyes
I see my mother's cries
She runs to me and I can see
This isn't what I was supposed to be
I was supposed to save lives, not take lives
I guess now you'll have to hide the knives
But my secret is that i'll do it again
Just after I get a few more drops of ink out of this pen
