Dear Somebody,

chapter 3

Dear somebody,

Its 12:42am, I'm still up. Tossing and turning..still thinking about her....

Fast forward

19 hours later..
I fell asleep had a queer dream..it was one of this dreams that you wish you never had..it wasn't scary..it was just eye opening if you know what I mean..
When I eventually woke up the day went by really fast....now I'm in a church thinking about her eyes..the way she says my name and how gorgeous she looks when she cries.
Do I love her? Do I want her? Or do I really just want to use her..hmmm

*flashback*
Inside my head..

You love her and you know it!
No I don't, she wouldn't want me I'm not worth her time!!
Stop saying you don't.. you really do.your just too much of a monster to realize it.
OK if I do how are you soo sure she like me back?
Only time will tell my friend..only time will tell...

*end of flashback*

See she probably thinks am I freak..she saw my anger..she's too afraid of the monster I can become.. but what happens if I can control it?

Hmmm...

Your friend,
Mr nobody.