A place where she belongs

Chapter 3 : THE PRESENT

Samatha in the picture
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SEVEN YEARS LATTER..........
Everyone is ready sister, shall i bring them? A 16years Samatha asked to the head of her orphanage ,she looked up from the paper works she was doing to her favorite child in the orphanage, smiled and said, sure and then resumed back to her paper works.
Sam(short for samatha)collected all the girls in the orphanage and brought them in the living room were people would come and meet them, if someone had a lucky star today they would get adopted .
Sundays were actually great they would receive gifts they would either  get someone's old pair of dress as a new one for them ,or toys Sundays were great when she was smaller she used to wait for a it , thinking someday she was going to be adopted too but after sometimes she lost her hope it happened when she and her best friend Faith was choose by a couple. Their were two couples actually so both of them thought both will get adopted but the other couple were just there for donating money and already had kids and the other couple wanted to adopt one of them and left them to choose who wants to go Sam wanted that badly but so did Faith so they decided to make the decision by tossing the coin the result though was in Sam's favor she had said her best friend to go sacrificing her happiness for her  best friend she was more like her sister and cause Sam had a loving nature. At first Faith refused saying Sam deserved more then her but after an ear full lecturer from Sam she agreed.  They did cried that day but then Sam let Faith go wishing her best in life the couple lived somewhere very far so they were not able to remain in contact .Sam was only 10 when this happened and now though she missed Faith she knew she was happy somewhere with a family. Sam always helped people as much as she could, no matter how much baggage she had of her own . Her smile brightened peoples day. Everyone loved her  for her kindness .But though she deserve happiness she never got chance to be happy again after Faith's departure though she had everyone around her but she never had a friend like her and also she never got chance to be adopted again. She used to say," God wants the best for me some day I'll get adopted I'll too have a family" but now she was 16 and people don't want big girls. Sam was lost in deep thought she did not realize she had already came to the scheduled  place she used to come every Sunday. It was a cliff where she used to overlook ocean and just sit there admire its beauty and think about the time when she found the place.
It was exactly a month since her arrival a beautiful Sunday morning they were brought to the beech with all the other girls in the orphanage for a small picnic she was playing with Faith when they found the place and always used to come here whenever they got chance too. She smiled at the silly memories She made here with Faith and then remembered how this places also became a remedy whenever she felt low after she was gone.
I don't think i am ever going to be adopted Sam thought to herself, so if this is it, then i better plan out things,since I'll be completing my high school in next 2 years I'll be left to decide what to do next I'll just leave the orphanage, will go to a collage, complete it ,rent a house, get a job ,fall in love get married . Sam laughed at last one but then thought it would be nice to fall in love ,get married ,and someday have children .Then she thought how she lived in an orphanage all this year when she could too have had a family. I am going to love my child very much, give them all the happiness and never, no matter what ,will live them in an orphanage.
Sam knew she was thinking too far of herself, but it was because questions always lingered on her mind ,why did they left me? Are they dead?Or simply they didn't want me? She used to seem happy to others but was sad inside,had a smile on her face but cried inside said she was fine but in reality scared and screamed inside always afraid of uncertainty of the future. She thought if her parents would ever feel remorse for living her , or coming back to take her home, but somehow she knew it was just not possible.
Sam did not realized that the sun was about to set when she arrived at the orphanage .OH MY GOD i spent nearly whole day outside GOD PLEASE DON'T LET ME BE IN TROUBLE. Sam was busy talking to herself when she realized she bumped into a small frame. Opmmhhhhhhh are you alright ?Sam asked to the little girl she just bumped into, yes i am fine came a timed reply, actually i was looking for you Sam SISTER TESSA is looking for you. Shit!!!! Sam thought, I am in trouble. OK I'll be heading their then I'll see you letter. Saying this Sam went towards Sister Tessa's room .Well here goes nothing.......