Nobody Compares to You ( Harry Styles Fanfic )

Chapter 16

warning: language (I'm not going to warn language again because it is pg 13 but there will be language.)

“You want to know about us?” I whisper softly. She lifts her head from my shoulder looking deep into my eyes with the little sparkle that brings life to her eyes. She nods slowly.

“I n-need to try to remember” she says slowly, her breath lingering with alcohol, her face tear stained. My mouth parts slightly as I reach for her hair tucking it behind her ear. I wet my lips taking a deep breath.

“Well where do I start?” I say my eyes focusing on her lips.

“The beginning. Well how I got down here and then how you come in and up till the…incident” she says her chest rising and falling.

“I just know you moved down to your dads. I never knew the reason, I’m guessing to see your dad more. Word got around about a new girl. Everyone was talking. No one knew your name, well a few thought they did. People said you were a pretty, intelligent, feisty, artsy, and innocent girl. I wondered if you would be different than these tan party girls. My curiosity got the best of me, as soon as I knew it I was going to a big party. I thought maybe the new girl would show up. I sat at the back holding a cup of liquor I wasn’t even drinking. After waiting awhile that’s when I saw you. Maria walked through with a dirty blonde. She had a great body, from what I saw at the back. As she turned her face towards me that’s when my heart caved in. She was the most beautiful person I have ever seen. Without thinking I took a sip from the liquor trying to clear my thoughts. The image of her being mine floating in my head. As she left I had to follow her. It was like my heart moved my legs. My mind telling me no, I couldn’t help it I watched as you pulled your dress off revealing a bikini. I swear my eyes popped out of my head and you had me there. Then Anthony that asshole, took your dress as you tried to get it back. He kept it like a little child. It was the perfect opportunity to push him in the pool and come to your rescue. That’s where it started. The next time I saw you, was at school. We were both waiting outside the office so I took the chance to introduce myself and give you my number. Your dad somehow couldn’t pick you up on your first day giving me the chance to take you back. As you went upstairs, I convinced your dad to let me take you out, I needed to get to know you more. On our date we danced and ate. I never felt my heart beat more for someone.  Next is when we had to be partners for this project thing and I took you back to my apartment. You being Lyla wanted to bake cookies and I couldn’t help but be horrible at it. As I put my hands low on you, you threw flour at me. It soon turned into a full out cookie fight. Your giggle just added onto the long list of turn ons. I remember you and me being a complete mess. But first we had to clean ourselves off. I gave you some clothes so you weren’t in the messy ones. I have to admit you were really reluctant to everything. But when I saw you in my clothes I just keep thinking of you being in my arms. You looked really good. Like really good. But as you cleaned off me, we got lost in each other’s eyes. I never felt this way about anyone. I wanted to wait until the right time to kiss your lips. Wanted to make sure it was special. As we were going to the butterfly place the asshole was trying to get you to sit on his lap. I really was about to beat his ass but I decided not to since you were right next to me. I didn’t want to scare you. As we arrive I take you away from the group claiming you need to be mine. I know you were going to say no until I kissed your neck you gave in. I know how your body reacts to my touch. I feel bad you can’t control your feelings then again I don’t. I just wanted you more than anything else. I had the deepest desire for this girl. We then went to the beach. That was only going to turn out that my heart would thud in my chest. I needed to have you there your soft pale skin.  Then damn you decided to give me a show in the water that made you so irrespirable. I couldn’t help but lay you down and kiss your neck, still saving the kiss on the lips. We then drove to the party I gave you a little present a butterfly remembering calling you buttefly. When I was gone for only a short time Angie found me and kissed me and I was so angry but I wasn’t going to touch a girl. You ran away fast. My heart dropped as you saw her kiss me. I thought I would lose you. I was in pure adrenaline mode running after you and you were fast. We ran down a hill, and it started to pour but I could care less. You finally stopped and ripped off the necklace throwing it. I tried to explain myself but you wouldn’t let me and in that moment as I held you close I pressed my lips to yours. Are wet lips molding together. It was one of the best kisses I have had, each other kiss was meaningless. Each person I didn’t care for like I cared for you.  I got drunk that night though I thought you wouldn’t come back and I got scared so I got drunk. You came though and you stayed in my arms until I drifted off. When I woke up you weren’t there my heart breaking. For most of the week my mind wasn’t in the real world. I then had to make up for being distance so I brought you to my boat. We had a dinner and talked for hours. As the moonlight shined on the water and I lit candles we danced and ate pizza. We settled down and we laid together forgetting the world. We kissed again but this time longer. Felling your body against mine was something that I can never forget. We then lied there all night falling asleep in each other’s arms.  A little while later I took you to a club and you looked so sexy. But you just like to make things difficult so you had to dance for me. Moving in ways that turned me on. I couldn’t help but push you against the wall kissing you.  As I went away for two seconds, the asshole once again showed up. I heard you call my name and panic came over me. I knew you needed me so when I saw Anthony on you my anger got to me and I beat him. You being the one to stop me. You were scared but glad for my protection. I was so worried you would run that I was going to get on my knees for you. Days passed going on hanging out, watching moves, silly little games and then your mom showed up. Lucky she liked me. Honestly I would do anything for you. I even played a stupid dance game, we then went to a store and I pushed you around in a shopping card, and drew chalk all over the parking lot and I’m surprised we didn’t get in more trouble. I then chatted with your mom and she approved of us. That week I spent every day by your side. And one day I was at my job, which was a lifeguard. That’s when I saw you fall into the water…I screamed your name taking no time to jump into the water and to your rescue. You were caught on a hook your body lifeless. I swam as fast as I could, laying you on the beach and taking off your wet clothes and holding you to my body whispering in your ear. That’s when you lost consciousness. I was by your side the whole way to the hospital. They wouldn’t let me in the room and I caused a fit. The thought of losing you made me crazy. I screamed and threw a chair at the wall. They escorted me and I waited 5 hours until they let me back inside. You were stable but asleep…one day turned to three. Every day I would just sit in your room watching you. But by day three I lost it crying into your frozen legs. They removed me and then I waited with all your friends and family in the lobby. My heart had a huge hole. After a while you waddled into the room looking confused. I approached you only to find you have no idea who I was. My heart stopped. I couldn’t breathe and I kicked a chair falling into it and cried. My blood pressure was so frantic after you left the doctor took me into a different room. I just remember you looking back at me your crystal blue eyes locked on mine. The next days I didn’t know how to cope. The pain just got worse. I cried so many times. Your face kept playing in my mind. I then started seeing things I thought I saw you in the water so I jumped in all my clothes screaming your name. My grandparents locked me in my apartment and I trashed it breaking everything. I then sat in the bathtub my hand bleeding from glass and the water slowly turned red but I didn’t do anything just started at my hands. I started shaking. The shaking was so bad. One day I didn’t even leave the bed. Then, when I took you to that party. The whole thing was so hard for me. I couldn’t cope with having you so close but so far. They said you could remember if you were around familiar people. But then when I saw Anthony kissing and touching you, I was so fucking pissed. I beat the shit out of him watching the blood, letting out all the anger. As I come here to check on you, my heart broke watching you throw and break things. But when you threatened your life I was so fucking scared. I thought I might lose you and the pain would be unbearable. Your everything to me.” I say tears falling as I get to the end. But she looks at me and breaks down letting a sob out clasping holding her chest. She looks into my eyes. My heart hurts worse than I thought possible as she looks at me and sobs. She shakes her head and sobs harder.

“Shh…it will be okay” I whisper my wonders betraying me as tears fall.

“I will always care for you; you mean more than anything to me.” I whisper in her ear shell, slowly pulling her closer. Her crying slows as she looks into my eyes.

“I-I remember your voice.” She stutters her eyes get wide. She sighs. I start to grin really wide; the little memory gives me hope. Even though hope is dangerous. It gives you something to strive and keep going.

“Your remembering baby” I coo in her ear. My thumb lightly brushing  over her cheek. My lips slowly kiss her cheeks; they taste salty from her tears.  I slowly cup her thigh pulling her onto me. As I attach my wet lips to her neck, she gasps her skin forming Goosebumps.

“I know your body reacts to my touch like it’s made for me.” I mumble into her skin lightly sucking on it.

“Harry…” the words fall from her perfect lips. She then attaches her lips to mine. My big hands find her little waist running under the fabric of her shirt. Her fingers intertwine in my hair pulling at it as I deepen in the kiss. Her lips slow move against mine, savoring the taste of my lips. I slowly set her down on the couch. As I break contact she lets out deep breaths. Her head falls back her hair lying perfectly. She spreads her legs to let me lay between them. I slowly lay my body to hers taking in the contact I missed.

“You’re so beautiful” I whisper leaving wet kisses up her jaw. I find the sensitive spot on her neck, kissing it sloppily. I nip at the skin and she lets out a moan from the back of her throat. She grabs my shirt pulling me to her lips. She licks my bottom lip receiving a moan from me and then kisses me with all the frustration, passion, sadness, and angry inside of her. I could feel a tear come down her check. I pull back to see if she is okay, my expression worried. But she smiles, something I haven’t seen in so long, one of the most beautiful things in the world.

“I’m happy” she says tears falling but a she smiles.

“I missed you so damn much Lyla, you don’t know how I wanted to feel your body against mine.” I say running my hands up and down her leg as she lies in front of me. She relaxes into me turning her head so she can pay with my curls.

“But we better clean your mess up” I whisper in her ear and she giggles.

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