Kirin High I'm Going To Be A Star

Chapter Twenty

I sat on the bus so much going through my mind i touched my lips and thought about what just happened, why did my knees fall weak, why did I all of a sudden become to weak to push him off, I had so many questions that I couldn't shake off. I snapped back into reality when the bus came to a stop and we all got off, I looked over as Jimin looked at me and smile and Youngmin quickly turned my attention away from him and pulled me into the school. I knew he was slightly upset with me there was no way he couldn't be, I doubt he would ever trust me near my friends without him being there.

I walked into the school with Youngmin and saw students making fun of Riley's screw up trying to copy her voice causing Youngmin to laugh, I rolled my eyes and ripped my arm from his grip and walked off "Yah whats wrong?" "You think thats funny?!" I asked and he smiled "Well it's not Cyts in your vocals cords is not funny!" I yelled and he walked up to me causing me to push him off "Seriously you're getting mad at me for this, I didn't get mad at you when Jimin kissed you now did I?!" He yelled and my eyes narrowed "Because that wasn't my fault! You laughing is under you're own control!" I yelled and walked off, I felt Youngmin grab my wrist and swung it from his grip "Piss off Youngmin!" I yelled looking at him and walked off.

I walked off not knowing why I reacted the way I did, Riley and I weren't even friends so why did I care that he laughed at students making fun of her? I let out a sigh and turned to apologize when i saw him with Sunny allowing her to flirt with him, and he just smiled I stood there watching till Sunny left, I went to yell when Youngmin turned and I felt relieved that it was Kwangmin, I hated that they both cut their hair short and colored in the same because now it was hard to tell who was who from the side of their face "Shes so annoying" he laughed and I smirked "yet you let her go all over you" I laughed crossing my hairs and he smiled ruffling my hair "So whats going on between you and youngmin?" He asked and I let out a sigh and explained everything, and how i felt like an Idiot now. "Ahhh well he will get over it, and as long as you just stay clear of Jimin than-" "I cant stay clear of my bestfriend" I said cutting him off and he let out a sigh.

I turned my head seeing Jimin and Kwangmin pinned me to the wall and moved his face closer to mine and I just looked at him "YAH!" I watched as Kwangmin was ripped off of me and I ran in between the two "Youngmin its not what you think!" I yelled causing Youngmin to lash out and push me hard causing me to fall and hit my head hard off the cement wall "Ah" I whined holding my head and Youngmin quickly turned around "Nikita!" he called out and someone ran in front of me "don't touch her" I looked over seeing Taehyung and looked up seeing Jungkook. Taehyung helped me up and walked off with me and Jungkook followed behind "What happened?" Jimin asked as Taehyung sat me in their room and handed me and Ice pack.

"Youngmin got mad at Kwangmin for something and Nikita got in the way" Jungkook sighed and i rolled my eyes. "Lets go out some where hmm?" Jimin asked and I looked up at him "all four of us" Jimin smiled and I nodded my head "Is it okay?" Jimin asked pointing to my head and pushed his arm back "my head is fine" I laughed pointing at it and we all walked out.

We walked into town Jimin and I walking side by side, with Jungkook and Taehyung behind us, I felt weird being with Jimin but not the feeling of awkwardness but nervousness, I was nervous to be with him and I didn't understand why. "Where do you want to go?" Jimin asked looking over at me and I looked down to try and avoid his gaze "I'm hungry" I sighed and he laughed "Of course you are" He smiled and he grabbed my hand causing me to look down and he dragged me to a Korean BBQ restaurant called Jangwon "Best place ever trust us" He smiled at me and I smiled back i felt my cheeks starting to heat up and Jimin smiled and my eyes went wide, all these feeling were they towards Jimin? Was I dating the wrong guy?

"4?" The lady asked and Jimin nodded as we got shown to a booth and she placed down 4 menus "SamGyupSal and MokSamGyupSal?" Jimin asked and we all nodded They came over with the side dishes and meat, than tofu soup and rice, My eyes went wide seeing all the food, I couldn't remember the last time I went out for Korean BBQ "You're Nikkey right?" the lady asked and I nodded my head and she motioned for me to follow i went into the back office with her and they had a poster of me making me smile she handed me a marker and i signed the poster "do you want a picture too?" I asked and all the waitresses nodded i held the camera up and took a picture and they all bowed causing me to bow back. I walked back to out booth and they covered the door way with a sheet so fans wouldn't see us, which I liked that we got our privacy and we had a bell on the table so if we needed something we could just ring it.

"So how are you and Youngmin?" Taehyung asked and I nodded "we're good, just litte misunderstanding here and there but its good" I smiled and he gave me a confused look "Misundersanding?" He asked and I looked at Jimin and let out a small cough "I kissed her" he said and my eyes went wide with how blunt he was and he just shrugged it like it was nothing "You kissed her in front of Youngmin, and you let him?!" Jungkook asked and I shook my head "He wasn't there and she didn't let me she tried to push me off but to weak" He said and the both looked at us "Funny though I grabbed her face and she just looked at me, I kissed her and she didn't do anything at first than she put her hands on my chest than stopped than tried to push me off than Youngmin got there" Jimin said looking at me and I looked down "Something you're not telling us?" Taehyung asked and I knew it would probably be best to tell them "I liked Jimin Oppa but I didn't think he felt the same so I moved on and started to like Youngmin Oppa, and we started dating, than Jimin confessed that day and I became so confused, and than he kissed me and I became weak and I didn't understand why, than today it feels like my past feelings are starting to creep up on me" I sighed and they all starred at me "I gotta go" I said and Jimin stood in front of the sheet in my way "sit please you haven't even eaten yet" he said and I shook my head "eat" I let out a sigh after how stern Jungkook sounded and sat down.

We all ate and I stayed silent while the others joked and talked I was so confused was I dating the wrong guy, or was I dating the right guy? Youngmin was so happy when he started dating, if we broke up that would hurt him and my dad would never approve of Jimin and I "NIKITA!" Jungkook yelled and I snapped back into reality "you have barley eaten anything and were already done" he said and they all looked at me concerned "sorry I was just lost in thought" I said and Jimin grabbed the meat in my bowl and put it back on the fryer "It's probably cold" he said and I nodded as he cooked it a bit to warm it up I smiled as he put it all back in my bowl and I started to eat while they all talked.

I finished my food and we rang the bell and the lady walked in with the bill "ahh Nikkey there are a lot of fans in here, we put her signed poster and picture up on out wall beside Beenzino and customers were freaking out over it" she said and I looked at the guys "Put your hair up ill cover you with my sweater and hat" Jimin said and my eyes went wide "Kamsahamnida" I smiled giving her 100$ bill leaving her a 20$ tip I put my hair up and Jimin's hat and sweater with Taehyung's face mask and walked out covered so no one would see me. we walked out and I gave everything back.

We walked around and Jimin wrapped his arm round my waist and looked at me smiling and I looked away biting my tongue "Nikita?" I turned my head seeing Kwangmin and Youngmin causing me to freeze and Jimin removed his arm, "I told you to leave her alone!" Youngmin said walking over and grabbed my wrist pulling me behind him, "You hurt her so we took her out is that so bad to do as her friends?" Jimin laughed and Youngmin let go of my wrist pushing Jimin almost knocking him to the ground "OPPA!" I yelled as Jungkook and Taehyung stood there in shock "Don't ever touch her like that again" He hissed and I looked up at Youngmin with tears in my eyes, I really did date the wrong guy..

"Lets go schools almost locked" Kwangmin said and I ripped my arm from his grip "I cant do this" I said tears forming in my eyes "Youngmin-ah I can't do this" I said and his face filled with shock "We're done, I can't do this anymore, you treating my friends like this" I said and he walked closer to me "Don't come near me, don't talk to me just cant" I said and I saw tears form in his eyes as he and Kwangmin walked off.

What have I done..