Lustful Depression

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Theres no use trying to confront with the darkness
I try to make my statement but i end up being heartless
It doesnt matter
The rivers keep on flowing
A sin was created
And depression is the only thing thats showing
Ima just move away
If the darkness doesnt see it
Theres no reason to make me stay
This is a different situation
Not about what happened
Or the simple confrontations
Its about love
That i always try to show
But i soon gave it up
Since it always wants me to go
Im stuck in a void of Lustful Depression
I end up ina state
Of longful regretion
But its ok
I guess ive grown used to it
Just gonna move away from the darkness
And always try to deconsume it
Ive gave it chances
But they were never taken
My life isnt visible
Since Its always being shaken
By the darkness
That moves away everytime as i try to draw it close
And make the connection shine
Its to late
Ive tried to many times
My tears flood the page
Even now as i run out of rhymes
I dont know if i should stay
Or if i should go
If trust cant be rebuilt
Then the love just wont show
Where are my options
Lay the cards down in front of me
Give me a future other than what my eyes see
Life is hard
Messing around with your decisions isnt gonna help it
Its gonna make it worse
And its gonna make you regret it
The dams are broken
The rivers rush through
Floods through your body
And takes it all away from you
But its beautiful
The flow is vigorous
But the hate is consumable
In this Lustful Depression
Is something im always used to doing
It bothers me alot
And i dont hope on it to keep continuing

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