stay. | yoonmin [disc.]

nine; blood stains.

*possible trigger warning; mentions of self harm*

Yoongi followed the slightly shorter male away from the basketball court.

Yoongi was only about 1-2cm taller than Jimin, but Yoongi was finally just that little bit taller than someone at last. He had always been the shortest wherever he was. So whenever he could use the excuse that Jimin was shorter than him, you're gotta bet he was definitely going to.

"Jimin, I'm sorry. I-I didn't know what I was doing, he's just an asshole and I fucking hate him but I probably make it worse, oh fuck, Jimin, hyung is so sorry." Yoongi blurted out, taking a deep breath at the end.

Jimin dryly laughed, "It's okay hyung, just don't get hurt by him, you don't deserve it."

"And you do?" Yoongi felt a bad feeling spread through his gut.

Ever since that day, neither of the two had brought it up. Both too scared of the others reaction. Yoongi had a feeling Jimin was hurting himself and starving himself but he just didn't know how to approach the topic. Jimin was still staying at his own apartment but would sometimes stay at Yoongi's from time-to-time.

Yoongi knew everything was getting bad again, he, himself, wasn't eating much, he was hurting himself again, he was hallucinating and getting confused between what was reality and what wasn't, but he didn't know how to stop it or how to ask for help.

Jimin looked down at his feet and fiddled with his hands. He knew he was getting bad again. After that day, Jimin began harming himself more than he usually would and just that little bit deeper. He wanted Yoongi to hold him again like he did that night, he wanted to feel close to someone and just feel safe. But he was too scared to ask Yoongi for any help.

"Yah, Park Jimin." Yoongi's soft voice whispered as he stepped a bit closer. Yoongi was a bit taller than Jimin so when Yoongi wrapped his arms around the smaller male, his sobs where muffled by Yoongi's shoulder. Yoongi held Jimin close and whispered comforting words into Jimin's ear in an attempt to calm him.

"I-I'm sorry." Jimin breathed out between sobs.

"Don't be sorry, you have nothing to be sorry for, I'm the one who should have noticed you were still hurting and helped you."

"Hyung." Jimin paused. He knew he probably shouldn't bring this up, but he couldn't keep quiet and longer, "You think I haven't seen the bandages on your wrist, or the blood soaked bandages in the bathroom you've tried to hide? Or the stains on your sweat pants in the hamper in the bathroom." Yoongi froze and stiffened, "I shouldn't have put this on you, it's my fault."

Yoongi pulled away, laced his fingers with Jimin's and began walking the way they had came. Jimin was beyond confused and his tears still flowing but he didn't protest and just followed the elder; curious on what he was doing now.

The two walked through the basketball court and saw Daewon's useless little minions trying to help him, it was pretty humorous to Yoongi. Once the group of students surrounding them had seen Yoongi and Jimin they all began somewhat teasing them. Yoongi glared at each one who had an insult to throw at them.
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ayo wassup army fam

sorry i havent posted much, i keep getting writing blocks at the worst times. 

i actually always write a lot, but i never publish it and just delete it because i dont think its good enough, i cant post anything that im not somewhat happy with, even then i still have trouble posting it.

but im going to start a new fanfiction, yes yes its a great idea i know, more late updates, but its an idea i just randomly thought of and i think it has the possibility to be somewhat okay?? 

it's going to be called "lost" and the prologue should be up soon, it's not going to be that long I don't think, maybe just 4-5 chapters. I hope you all will read it?

ALSO THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR 1K READS OMG YOU ALL MAKE ME FEEL SO FUZZY AND HAPPY WHEN YOU VOTE OR ADD IT TO YOUR READING LIST THANK YOU SO MUCH MY LITTLE SMOL CINNAMON BUNS OMGGG

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