things i should probably ask out loud

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Why do I love you?

Because you treat me well?

Give me attention?

Tell me I'm pretty?


Why have I been avoiding asking questions?

Is it because I'm actually not in love with you?

Just telling myself I am

So I don't have to think about a far more selfish, pathetic answer?


Is it because all I want is to feel special

And I feel like I'm special to you?

You're closed off, difficult, isolated,

Yet you open up to me.

I'm your outlet,

Your relief,

I'm a safe for all your secrets.

Do I love you?

Or do I love what I am to you?



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Author's Note:

OH IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE BACK!

This one's a little more to the point than my usual floaty stuff, but it felt good just laying it all out simply for a change. Another tidbit of my journey to self discovery. Thanks for joining me folks :)

LJ x

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