Stiles And Lydia <3

Chapter 18

Lydia's P O V

After sleeping for an hour I open my eyes weakly and slowly,I thought that Stiles would be still here with me but he wasn't. But then I see that everyones still there but whispering so they wouldn't wake me up.Stiles was leaning again the table and talking to Scott,Derek,Liam and Issac while the girls were abit further from them.

I get up and walk over to the lads.

Lydia:"Hey"I say as I look at everyone and sigh after.

They all reply with "Hey" or "Whats up" except for Stiles who's still staring down on the table while leaning on it with his hands.

Lydia:"Stiles?"I say while putting my hand on his shoulder.

Stiles:"What..yeah..?"Stiles says as he looks up at me coming back to reality.

Lydia:"You okay?"I say while looking at him.

Stiles:"Yeah im fine,why?"Stiles says as stop leaning onto the table and puts his hands into his pockets. I gotta admit he looked so hot when he did it.

Lydia:"I dont know you just seem kinda off."I say while taking my hand away from his shoulder.

Stiles:"Im fine"Stiles says as he gives me a weak smile and i do the same.

Lydia:"Well okay then um..I think i'm gonna go home now..and Stiles we need to talk"I say as i look at everyone ad then back at Stiles.

Stiles:"I'll give you a ride home..come on"Stiles says as he moves his head towards the door.

Before we could go through the door Scott shouts out.

Scott:"Hey Lydia..you never told us what deal you made with Jennifer"

Really Scott can you keep your mouth shut.Great now Stiles is staring at me and waiting for an answer..what do I say.

Lydia:"I dont feel like talking about it right now"I say as I turn around walking out.

And Stiles follows me.

The ride was really quiet..neither of us said a word.When we get to my house i'm gonna do it.

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After like 15 minutes Stiles pulls over to my house and we both get out of the jeep and walk over to the door.

Lydia:"Stiles I need to talk to you."I say as I say.

Stiles:"Lydia your making me nervous whats wrong?"

Lydia:"Stiles..i think..we need time to...um I dont know how to say this."I sigh and rub my face with my two hands.

Lydia:"Stiles I think we should...break up."I breath out..i can feel my eyes getting teary.

Stiles:"WHAT..WHY?"Stiles shouts out.

Flashback

"Make him suffer as much as you can"

End of flashback

Lydia:"I dont know Stiles I don't think...."Oh my god  I dont think i can say this.

Lydia:"I dont..love you anymore."And a tear falls down on my cheek.

Stiles:"Lydia..dont say that"Stiles eyes start to get teary and he shakes his head slowly.

Lydia:"Im sorry..I just cant be with someone who I dont love..When im with you I dont feel safe or protected at all.I dont feel any special connection with you anymore.When we kiss..I...feel....Nothing...Nothing at all."I say I look down from his eyes cuz I couldnt take it anymore.