It's really turning out to be a blessed year she and i finally had that talk about her home situation, and to be honest its worst than i thought. Well for her marriage that is, because things are going great for us. She have actually convinced me to fill out job apps.
I always felt because of my background that no real job would hire me. Like realistically who wants to hire an ex felon with attempted murder on his record on top of assault convictions. Though i had walked away from the game i didn't walk away empty handed.
I filled out appt everyday because she had me feeling like I had a chance again to fit in a regular society. What do you know I'm getting call backs but I'm not responding... Crazy right. Well I was still insecure in that department. But she assured me that it would be fine.
So now i got my first real employee job. She is more excited than I am. She definitely had a way of making me feel good.
But wo having a job is cutting into some of my time with her. She finds the time to still hang out rather it was in cars or even at one point we were doing tints in my moms backyard. Like literally making out and camping out in the backyard. Now that in itself made me feel above and beyond for her. Like She is really going out her way to assure me that she belonged to me and only me. Really putting her no matter what into play. Always had me line hook and sinker with that one. How can i not take her at her word. Shit she looking more honest at this point. Damn she turning out to be a bad bitch. She has all the qualities to me to make a guy want to give up everything. Her sex game is A1, she has a phenomenal job and she seems to have a light way hustle mentality. Ok ok i know it sounds far fetched but this chick is it. For me i spent alot of years fucking off all the ones i came in contact with, really i just couldn't get into the relationship thing. But i was always up front with any female I fucked with. Always let them know that I lose interest fast if you don't keep my attention, that I love nice breast, and I love to please my mate sexual, mentally and physically.
See I never had anything thing to hide in a relationship, now the way I did my thing in those streets now that's a confidential situation. Unless I already served time for it then that there is public information. You can pretty much google that shit yeah I am the real deal. But I'm no longer living those ways.
Tell me one of your secrets Albert, she said.
Man that shit use to irk the shit out of me because I didn't do the pillow talking like most niggas do for a piece of ass. No I continued to be dedicated to what I believed and not only that I already felt she had some kind of hidden agenda. But I always played my cards right when it came to secrets. I was always taught take that shit to the grave. Cant trust anybody with grave secrets. Like seriously at all! like why every time you bout to suck my hot dog I need to tell you a secret? The head is spectacular but not to the point where I start incriminating myself. Get the fuck out of here.
So things are going real good. I'm finally in a relationship after not being in one for some years I got two jobs now! And it's tax time so I am about to do taxes for the very first time in my life. Never thought about doing any taxes so I'm thinking if I gets something back cool but if not aye it is what it is.
She immediately start telling me about all these different avenues to get more money when applying. And guess who is her go to guy to get the taxes done? And he charges triple the price as a regular tax company..... Derick! same nigga she was fucking and cheating around on her husband with before me. Now how didn't I know this. Ok lets see what it do I will watch how he does his thing with here and see how it works out. He does some numbers it's looking ok but not impressive. See I have always felt that anything anybody else could do I could do better if it's doable.
She sees about 8 racks on the screen that she should get back from her return. I'm still not impressed because I just gave away 10 racks to bail out my cousin. So really I'm like so taxes really only get you back a little something. Well why pay this nigga three hundred that they are probably going to split when I can really do the shit my self. So fuck I do it and 5 racks is the return so I'm like that's better than nothing. No harm no foul.
Less than a week direct deposit and I'm like oh shit it went through, I ask her how she was looking on her end and she still waiting to hear something. I let her know mine came through and immediately she text me, not a phone call but a text asking can she borrow 1600 until hers come. Initially I thought why borrow when yours will be he any day doesn't make any sense. Now call me crazy but I'm like ok.
this move would change the whole direction of this relationship. I'm very big on being honest because I respect it to the fullest. But the minute you lie it's different no longer fun I may tolerate your ass but things are different. I be having thoughts of your head plastered to a sidewalk with RIP signs.
It was a bad move which only led to more bad moves.........
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