Teacher (emison)

I'm with you

Friday morning

Shit! I run to the toilet again and throw up. This is the second time I've woken up with morning sickness. "Alison are you ok?" My mom asks. "Yeah I just needed to get that out of me." I say lightly smiling. She smiles back and leaves the room.

Today is the day I'm going to have diner with Emily's mother and I can't help but feel really nervous about, maybe even more than I should feel. Emily made sure it was a restaurant far out of Rosewood so that no one can recognize us. All I have to do is stick to our plan. Me and Emily haven't had sex unfortunately but we did make out in those extra classes that I've got. I exactly am paying more attention to school and it makes me feel better too.

Lunch
"Hanna just please shut up, okay." I say irritated. "What got you so moody?" She asks. "Nothing, I'm just-" but Spencer comes walking to us with a paper in her hand and interrupts me. Rude much... "Ali you got an A minus for English." I grab the paper from her hand and it's true. I start jumping a bit and do a fist bump. "Mood swings much." I can hear hanna mumble. And I glare at her.

"Come on let's go to our table." But I feel like I need to pee. "Save a seat, I have to use the bathroom." I say and make my way over to the bathroom when I hear them say okay. I check the date. Shouldn't I already be on my period? Being In my thoughts I bump into someone, well not a someone more an angel. "I'm so sorry miss fields." I say and grab the stuff that are on the ground now. "Don't worry Alison it's okay."

After collecting everything that was on the ground we both stand up. "I've been here for a week and I already know that the cafeteria is that way." She says. "Ha ha very funny, I just need to pee." "You do pee a lot you know." I look at her confused. "What do you mean by that?" I say through gritted teeth. "Every class and extra classes you pie, are you pregnant?" She says laughing but my mouth falls open. Morning sickness, using the bathroom, mood swings and I'm hungry all the time. But that's kinda normal. But I wouldn't be.... Would I. A year ago was the last time I had sex with a boy so it must be Emily's than. I look her in the eyes and her smiles fades. "We need to talk, after I used the bathroom." I say and she nods, having trouble to form her words."My classroom." She quickly says, leaving me alone. And I make my way over to the bathroom.

"Soo..." I say. "So." Emily says. God this is hopeless. "Why do you think your pregnant?" Emily speaks up. "Mood swings, morning sickness, eating for two and I should be on my period right now." She looks down. "Yeah those are some signals..." She says. "No kidding." I sigh and sit on the desk. "Come to my apartment earlier and I'll make sure there's a test." She says.

"Emily," I say and she looks at me for the first time since we're having a conversation, "I want you to know that I didn't have sex with anyone else the past months." She nods and walks over to me. "No matter what happens I'll be there Ali." And with that I can't take it anymore, how am I going to this? I'm afraid and worried and everything else, but most of all I need her. Just in that minute she wraps her arms around me, letting me cry in her arms. For a moment she makes it better, making it feel I'm not alone in this.  Just being in her arms makes me feel so secure. Making me think I'm falling for this girl, my teacher

At the apartment
I'm nervously walking around in the living room while Emily is sitting on the couch. "Please sit down." Emily says. I ignore her. Suddenly I feel her pull me down on top of her and she holds me in her arms strong when she puts the test on my lap. "I can't do this." And try to get out of her grip, but she won't let me.

She just turns my head and kisses me on the lips, I melt in the kiss and kiss her back with all the passion that I have, all the love that I have. But then I hear a beep. I look at the test. "It's positive." Emily says and I start to cry in her neck. "You'll be done with school in six months, so that's positive." Emily says trying to calm me down. "Are you fucking kidding me Em, I'm pregnant with your baby, my parents don't even know I'm gay." I say angry. "Listen Ali-" "no you listen, people are going to ask questions, we're not even together, I only know you for a week and now we're going to be attached for the rest of our life, not to mention that You're my teacher." I scream at her.

"Well is that so bad, being attached for the rest of our life?" She raises her voice too and I'm taken back by her words. Does she actually think we can be something? "Rest of our life doesn't sounds so bad in my ears." She says calmer. "You think this can actually work?" I ask. "Together we can." She says and grabs my hands. "You don't even know me?" I question her but she just smiles, taking my hand in hers. "But give me a chance, please." I give her a quick kiss and hug her. "I can cancel my mom you know, we could watch a movie?" Emily says, "No your mom will be so disappointed, we should go."

Restaurant (Emily's pov)
"Reservation for fields." I say to the waitress. "Oh yes someone is already waiting for you." And she walks us to our table. "Hi mom." I say and give her a quick hug and so does Alison. "Hello love birds."she greets us. I make sure that Alison is seated and go to sit next to her. I grab her hand above the table and we both smile.

I could see my life like this. Going with Ali to family dinners, bragging about my girlfriend of course and my little buddy in there. "What would you like to drink?" A waiter comes to ask us. "How about a red wine for all of us?" My mom asks. "Fine by me." Alison says. "She'll just take a water." I say quickly. "And for us some red wine." I say nervously laughing at my mom trying not to sound suspicious. "Oh yeah sorry I forgot I had to drive." Alison says. My mom still looks a bit weird at us as the waiter takes of but quickly changes the subject to our luck. "So Alison tell me something about yourself."