So I fucked up my first date then fuck up my life with my friends I say sorry they say sorry that's ok right? NO! Motherfucker I haven't been this lonely since the fucking Internet wasn't created. I don't think I'm getting a second chance so I royalty fucked up my dating life and what other lives have I fucked up. OH YEAH MY FRIENDSHIP LIFE. I don't think I can make any friends anymore and there is no one to keep me company I'm left out. Everyone is doing their thing and I'm just sitting here on my bed looking at my phone waiting for a message that is supposed to be sent to me. Nope I just sit comment I try to make myself laugh and doesn't work. Search up the funniest vid I can and never get entertainment. No ones been there looking for me and if they have they are not my type. You know I thought I would go solo but nope can't help it I need someone. I need someone to be there for me.