love in a lap dance (TMNT Raphael x reader) * Completed *

Raphie

(The song at the top is how I would describe yours and raph's  relationship because Raph thinks because he's a mutant and your human that the love would be insane but you help him to see that he's more than that and somehow help him to love himself. You think that it wouldn't work because you think you don't need anyone and that the love would just become tragic like the last one and he would leave you broken but raph is your missing piece and he gives you the energy in life)

RAPHS POV

we sat down on the couch and I could tell things were about to get deep and dark (not in that way god sake man) she had her knees up to her chest and she took a deep breath "i... ah shit" I moved closer to her "what's up (y/n)" she looked at me with tears in her eyes, then she turned away and spoke "you kinda already guessed part of my past" I was caught off guard with this 'wait I have', she then whispered "i was in a relationship and he..." I could feel a tense pain in my stomach, she began to cry even move and started to have trouble with her breathing. I quickly took her into my arms and held her, eventually she calmed down and she looked and me, I smiled at her "im here for ya okay" she smiled and layed her head on my plastron "i know but... I need to talk about it raph" I wasn't good at this stuff but there were a complete of questions running around in my mind "its okay we can talk about it but don't push yerself to do it" I could feel her arms lay against me and I just wanted to hold her forever, she turn her head to the side "i... I wanna talk about it but-" she was cut off by me "its not easy to share that part of you yet" she turn pushed away from me and looking at me "yeah... how'd ya know?" I smiled a little but then turned to face towards the window "i'm at that point to with ma brothers the now, you see I've always played the "hothead" of the team but one day I woke up and I felt like something was missin and I never told ma brother or father because I ain't ready for them to see a weak side of me yet" it was silent for a moment but then I felt a shift in the couch and when I looked back (y/n) had moved so she was sitting properly and was staring at her hands.

I sat up "hey (y/n)" I put my hand on her shoulder but she didn't look at me "raph, at the club your brothers told me you couldn't take you eyes off me... so I guess what im asking is, why do you like 'me'?" I wasn't sure how to answer "you could have had any girl at that club, hell, I wouldn't even say im any good at my job or even that pretty" she kept her eyes on her hands " I know that, but those other girls just seemed to constrained on looking good but the way you dance, you just stood out, I just.. ahh" I was really bad at sharing feeling and talking about this stuff "and I would say (y/n) you the most beautiful girl in this world and... if you cant see that then I'll do everything in my power to show you" she then turned around and I couldn't make out if she was happy or mad, then all of a sudden she was wrapping her arms around my neck and was hugging me, I was shocked first but I gently hugged back "raph I want to get to know you but you need to understand that im still working my way thought stuff okay?" I smiled and nodded "yeh I get it" I got the point she was making, what ever that bastard did to her, scared her so badly that she has a wall now and see all men as a threat in a way but she seems to trust me, so I'll have to be patient with her if she still in a dark place.

It was silent before she broke the silence "sooo, where do you live?" she smiled a me, god that smile "ummm well actually we are moving soon but umm..." shit, I really didnt want to tell her I live in the sewers, she tilted her head in confusion probably "buuutttt" I then breathed heavy "i umm live in the sewers the now" her eyes widened and she didn't say anything "yeah, gross I know but we're moving up here soon, ya know cuz mutants are now accepted" I was so screwed but she then laughed "what?" she smiled at me "you, your just different and I couldn't care less if you lived in the sewers, I mean there's probably something I do that's weird to you" I smiled and gave out a chuckle "yeah I guess".

We sat a talked for a while, she told me about how she got into her job and how she really wanted to do photography but she also had a passion for dancing, I talked about how im a ninja mutant turtle teenager but there wasn't a lot to really say but then we ended up showing each other moves and it turns out ninjutsu is like dancing, well kinda, she did a twirl whist swing her leg to get her move power, I did the same but I did I like just and second kick, she burst out laughing and ended up doing the same "wow, it the same thing but you show off" she was so cute when she smiled.

suddenly the front door opened and evan walked in "hey (y/n) that me home" (y/n) then walked to the hall leading to the entrance "hi, how was kyles" the boy came though and looked tired but then he's eyes widened when he saw me "oh hi raph and it was fine we play video games but im tired so im going to bed okay" I waved as he head off to his room "okay sweetie night" and then a door closing could be heard "wow he is really well behaved" she then turned and rased an eyebrow "what did you think child would be like plus hes 9 not 2" I smiled but then looked at the time it was nearly 8 'dammit sensei is gonna kill me if im late and then I'll get hell off fearless' I looked back to her "look I need to get back or ill be in big trouble, but can we hangout again sometime", she thought about it "well my boss thinks I have the flu, so I have tomorrow off too" I was so supersized, I mean she wanted to hang out tomorrow to but wait "what about evan?" she then leaned back and rocked back and forth "tomorrows Monday" I wasn't sure what that meant, I mean why des it matter what day it is "and?" she then looked at me as if I was crazy "he has school" I was so embarrassed 'well done Raph it couldn't have been more obvious' I decided to shack it off with a laugh "oh yeah right, so what time you want me to come over?" she then had a smudged look on her face "oh no big guy, you spent today at my house, sooo its my turn to come over to yours" I went red "i did mention I lived in the sewers" she walked closer till she was up close to me "yes, but I still want to come over and.you.can't.say.no" she trapped the front of my shell between the words, she was right I cant say no, plus it might be cool "fine ill come pick you and show you the way okay?" she jumped and clapped her hands "its a date and you can pick me up at 12" she then walked to the window opening it, I walked over and stepped out.

 I turned to see her leaning out "goodnight (y/n)" she smiled and said "night raphie" I made an angry 'oh no not her too' "don't call me that" and with that I jumped on to the roof but then I heard her say "RAPHIEEEEEEE" I laughed and thought 'yeah she will get along with my brothers just fine'.