In love with the Beast (#wattys2016)

19. Sarah

Hi qties,
Here we go with another update....ok OK I know this is the 2nd update for today and you might see another update by tomorrow....

Don't you want to know why I am making this fast updates.... Ok let me tell that I heard of this contest Your Story India and I sort of wanted to participate in it......

And the last date to enroll in this contest is 31st of March 2016....

So I wanted to end this book and
Participate in this contest. I hope I will get ur support to make it successful.

Okkkkk in this update there is a hot and steamy romance I will let you know where it starts and ends if you want to skip it or not interested.

I'm warning you in the beginning itself so I won't encourage all the shitty comments like omg it's sex how can you write it and all cause I will definitely delete it without second thought....

So here we go with the update.....

Happy reading.......

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It's been couple of weeks of me being discharged from the hospital. If I say that JAMES is being protective of me then it's under estimation cause he is going all alpha male mode over my protection and care.

At first I felt overwhelming and always had this crazy smile on my face which is kind of creepy to others to look at my face.

He didn't call me with my name after confession of our love to each other. He always calls me as an Angel or a princess. Which I sort of started liking too....

I wanted to be all his, I wanted to give him myself and have a good relationship with him. But he always pushes me saying that I'm not yet ready for this.

For god sake it is me who knows I'm yet ready or not. And he should know that I'm more than ready and willing to give him all myself.

I always tried to seduce him which was of no use.... In the beginning of my discharge he used to say I need to have good rest so we should wait for the correct time.

And now he is saying that I am not sure of it. Trust me it frustrate the hell out of me. Come on, every girl out in the world knows how important it is to her giving away what ever she has saved in her life....

If she wants it to give it to someone special then he must be not only the person close to her heart but also he is close to her soul.

Whenever I try to seduce him we used to have argument which would settle down and he would always apologize for being an idiot.

Whenever he touches or kiss me I feel like my body is on fire and he is the only one who can calm those needs..

But yesterday when I wanted him, he refused to give it and sort of shouted at me to stop being childish and stubborn. He even used my name after a long time and it hurt me a lot.

Is it wrong to feel making love with him. Does he feel me as one of his sluts who always seeks for his attention. But I am asking him this to complete our relation.

People say sex is not important to live with your loved ones, but what I feel is making love to each other shows them how much you love them which can't be expressed in words.

I want to show him how much I love him for what he is and no matter what I will not stop loving him until my last breath.

What hurt me the most was he did not come to our room the whole night and I have been waiting for him since then.