Angels P.O.V
Today I have school then tomorrow im going to the O2 theatre in London about an hours drive from my house I cant wait for it but im also really nervous this is something I have always wanted to do its my dream but I also want to try and get my mother and fathers attention to show them im worth something.
I climbed out my bed thinking about what it would be like to have my mum and dad here and not in California lucky me. I have gotten use to it its been like this for two years now I have been taking care of my self, Once a week my dad sends money into my account and send me something like clothing or something like a necklace or that if you know what I mean. They make it out that they care for me when they really wouldn't care if I was in a car accident and died I know it sounds harsh of me saying that but its the truth five months ago I broke my ankle really bad after falling down the stairs in my house and of course I was home alone so what made it worse I had to crawl to the phone so I could phone an ambulance once I got to the hospital they asked where my parents were and I said they were working in America for two weeks then they went and phoned up my father telling him, Once I got home from the hospital two days later he phoned me screaming down the phone telling me im worthless and selfish.
At school I am known for my popularity because I am rich and through loads of parties and that but people think im a stuck up bitch and always looking for a fight and that but really i don't have anybody close to me and i have a problem of letting people into my life ever since Grace died.
Grace was my twin sister we were identical twins she was 5 minutes older than me we did everything together me her and mum would spend days shopping and all four of us would go on family holidays and have the time of our lives laughing and just having a good time, Two years ago me and Grace were walking home from a friends party they had in a club that there parents hired anyways we were walking home about twenty minutes away and it was really dark then somebody came running up to me and pushed me into the wall with knife in his hand trying to get my purse of me then Grace tried to pull the man off me what mad him more annoyed and he turned around and put the knife in her stomach three times making her fall to the ground with blood staining her top making me cry out and fall to the ground beside my life less sister the man then grabbed my bag and ran leaving me with my now dying twin. After her death my parents were never the same they would stay at work and away from me, as for me i stopped eating sleeping i lost far to much weight i started cutting because i had no body here for me anymore i just wanted to end my life i eventually got my eating sorted six months after her death were i was close to my own i continued cutting until i thought i should carry on my life that's what she would of wanted but of course it wouldn't be the same but i had to try and get it close to it, i tried to stop cutting when i looked at my wrists o course you could see all the scars so i went and got a tattoo on the back of them saying 'To Infinity And Beyond' its from toy story the film me and grace both loved. Two weeks later my mother and father moved out to Cali and left me here on my own.
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Authors note
Hiya emm i know this is a really short chapter and that but if holds a lot of info about things you will need to know later on in the story :) In the cover as you see i don't have one but please can somebody make one and send me a link so i can use it and i will dedicate this whole story to you it would mean a lot to me and help to. I will be updating when ever i have time to do it so there isn't like a set time when i will so you will just have to keep your eyes open and that.
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-Charleyx
