Todays the day the day Im going on the stage in front of thousands of people im really nervous and scared about what people will think and what the judges will say but I keep telling my self that I have always wanted to do this to prove everybody wrong and to for fill my dream.
I am standing in the line right now outside stadium thing I have been here for an hour and its 12pm about lunch time and its roasting, everybody is here with friends and family like the people behind me have about seven others who aren't even taking part they are here to cheer the people on, Its moments like this I wish I was close with my family and be like old times. I took a photo of my self to put on instagram later I like the outfit I picked for today im wearing white ripped jeans and a red lace cropped top ending just above y belly button showing of the heart tattoo on my hip bone I got with Grace a month before she died anyways then on my feet I had red toms I also had my silver charm bracelet that my mum gave me she has or had the same one so did grace it was for our Christmas one year from our dad I also had my hair tied up into a messy bun on the top of my head with a bandanna around it then I had my nails painted white my make up was done the same as normal cover up mascara eye liner lip gloss and blusher I like the way I look today.
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Two Hours later
Angel your up on you go
I smiled at the stage manager then walked on stage with the microphone in my hand I smiled and gave a small wave as the crowd screamed out when I got to the middle of the stage I said
Hiya
the four judges all said
Hello
simon said
And whats your name
god he never sounded happy he sounded annoyed I said
Angel
Demi said
What will you be singing for us
I said
I'll Always Remember You by Miley Cyrus
She smiled then said
Okay when ever your ready
I nodded then the music started then I started singing along. When the song finished I opened my eyes what were now watering a tear sliding down my cheek when I could see right the judges were all standing up from there chairs all the crowd was all standing clapping and smiling I looked back to the judges to see them had huge smiles on there faces simon said
Oright Oright calm down
I nodded as everybody sat in the chairs I started gripping the microphone tighter simon said
That was truly amazing Angel
I smiled and said
thank you
he said
How old are you?
I said
17
Tulisa said
Have you ever had classes for singing or that
I shacked my head no
No I just sing around my house
she nodded simon said
So your 17 an amazing singer who got over one thousand people in this room standing up cheering for you the first time we heard you