Song for the chapter //
Alessia Cara - Here
The following days have been exhausting. I would get ready in the morning then Tyler would pick me up and take me out. He once took me to a park and it was really boring because we ended up in a hotdog restaurant with his friends. He also once took me to an amusement park but since I wasn't in the mood to spend my day with him I told him I have phobia from heights and that I needed to go home. He would then tell my father that I wasn't very polite and it would seriously irritate me because I obviously won't treat him nicely if he's acting like a douchebag. My father would lecture me and he constantly kept on reminding me that he will soon be my fiancé and I should treat him with respect and today is the day I dread. Today I'll officially be Tyler's fiancée. I still can't believe that the ring that I'll be wearing will mean I'm his. I was crying yesterday because of how horrible my life will be from today onwards. My father couldn't be any happier and my mother has been telling me that everything will be fine when really, nothing will be fine.
My engagement dress is by Forever Unique Heavyweight, Savannah Maxi dress with sheer skirt. It's jade in color and I absolutely hate the dress. I couldn't pick my own engagement dress, not that I wanted to but I could've at least chosen the style of it. Tyler's mother - Sarah, said she wants my hair to be curly and I couldn't argue because I couldn't careless. I applied some foundation, liquid eyeliner and mascara before heading down the stairs. Tyler wanted to buy me my heels but I haven't received the heels yet so I quickly texted Stacy asking her if she will be coming to my engagement party, the door bell shortly rings and when I open the door I find Tyler standing there holding the shoe box.
"You look perfect" he smiles while eyeing me from head to toe
"Okay" I reply snatching the shoe box and closing the door
I quickly wear my heels that look ugly. The heels are basically white Nly Stiletto platform sandals. I then head up the stairs and sit on the bed and since I'm fully dressed I arrange my books and put them in place.
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I'm right now sitting beside Tyler. We're surrounded by our families and I'm soon going to be wearing my engagement ring. 2 days ago Tyler called me and told me to go with him so we can buy our engagement rings. I was quite surprised that he didn't just buy it himself but when we were buying the rings I then realized he wanted me to be with him because he doesn't know my finger size. I'm not very excited about seeing my ring because I know how it looks like and ugly is an understatement. It's a Tessa Metcalfe - Claws of Engagement with Moonstone. My mother has constantly been hugging me and giving my hand a squeeze for reassurance though the only thing that can make me feel better is ending this engagement. I excused my self to the bathroom and as soon as I enter I begin sobbing. Tyler is rude and he's very irritating. His mother treats him like he's a prince and that's bothering me to no end. Stacy enters shortly after I do and she gives me a warm hug.
"It's okay Zara. Everything will be fine" she says while rubbing my back
"Nothing will be fine. There's guy at SU who admitted that he likes me and since the feeling was mutual I told him I like him as well" I say, avoiding mentioning Harry's name
"Oh my god Zara. I'm so sorry" she says , giving me a sympathetic smile
"Let's just head outside" I tell her, exiting the bathroom
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I'm officially Tyler's fiancée.
I know that nobody in life gets exactly what they want and that everything happens for a reason but as for me, I don't know what is the reason for being Tyler's fiancée. He isn't kind and I hate his attitude. He acts like a kid and that irritates me to no end. What upset me the most was that Harry had texted me asking if we could go out but I politely declined his offer because I know Tyler will not leave me alone. I told him I'll be spending my week studying and doing my project, he wished me luck and then I had to end the conversation between us because Tyler wanted me to be ready because he said we'll be having dinner together.
